"Tell your boobs to stop staring at my eyes"
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TW!: AS*AULT, GUNS, ALCOHOL, SWEARING AND SEXUAL ACTIVITY
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Mia struggles with body shame and body confidence until Mia comes across a beautiful sexy ass mf therapist, because Mia gets media hate an...
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"Bro guess what. That's my childhood friend. I was calling him just now."
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"HUH? Childhood friend?"
"Yes, childhood friend. We've known each other since middle school but then he moved to Seoul/here at a young age. He's gotten popular so I managed to find him."
I looked Rosa with a shocked expression, unbelievable of what I'm hearing out of Rosas mouth. You might think I'm exaggerating but wouldn't you get excited if an incredible smoking hot man followed you? Rosa continued with her story about Jungkook and her growing up together.
"We met in the beginning of middle school until freshmen year of high school, he disappeared out of nowhere in the middle of freshmen year. We weren't best friends but we were close, we would tell each other secrets and we would go to each other if anything happened. I just called him and he said he wanted to meet up with me."
Rosa is hella lucky to grow up with a fine man, especially since they're really close. How hasn't Rosa fallen in love with him? I'll already be in my knees for that man. After Rosas little story time, I just sat there looking at the tv that was currently playing a soap opera. The more I think about men, the more I think about the memories I had with that bitch ass cheating jerk.
I should get over him as quick as possible. But then at the same time, I don't wanna hook up with a guy as a rebound. I mean...I would do that but I'm trying to put myself back together. I turned to Rosa, questioning what I should do.
"Rosa, since I'm not financially stable and deadass a total mess, what should I do?" I asked her and looked forward her full opinion. I was being serious this time, even after my grandma passed away at a young age in my lifetime, I wanted to be as strong and beautiful as she was.
Forgot to mention about how amazing and beyond incredible she was. My dad told me stories how everyone in town loved and adored my grandma. She was the beauty of the town. Her personality fit her so well, she was nice and caring. She was never angry, of course she would frustrated but she never took it out on other people but herself.
In the worst situations, she would keep calm and think throughly every time. I doubt I have blood from her. I believe that my grandma was a whole other breed. She was the sunshine to every ones rainy days. My grandpa was grumpy and snaggy at everyone other than my grandma. My dad told me once that my grandpa fell in love with my grandma at first sight.
It was like my grandpas last thunder strike when he met eyes with my grandmas sun glowing eyes. Damn...can't someone tell me that they love me without lying or having a hint of pity in their eyes?
"Go to therapy sessions, I went for a while and it helped. My mom told me that she also went and things turned out well. Just go before you don't get the chance to. I still remember the website I visited when I got recommended by my mom. I'll send it to you." Just like that, my thoughts were interrupted by Rosa's soothing voice. She should start an asmr YouTube channel. Nah. She's too loud for that.
"Alright thanks." I just realized I zoned out into my own thoughts that my eyes lost focus of the tv playing in front of us. After a few minutes of watching the entertaining episode of whatever dramatic story was going on, I went to the guest room I stayed at for the night and dressed myself into the clothes I had on the previous day. I got ready to go back home and face reality that there's no more ice cream in the freezer.
"Rosa, I'm heading back home. I don't want to bother you. Im gonna end up binge watching an anime or something." I called out to Rosa as she stayed still on the couch with a flavorful chip being destroyed in her mouth.
"Alright. I'm gonna be heading out soon to meet up my friend anyways. Bye Mia. Hold up.." As I was about to walk outside the cozy apartment with my hand on the handle to the front door, Rosa came running to see her right hand getting prepared to hit something.
Rosa hit my ass with such force, it literally stings. Me and Rosa always joke around and slap each other's butts as a friendly joke. Recently, we haven't been doing it much so it was surprising that Rosa hit me. But damn that shit hurt.
"ROSA! You rat head!" I screamed at Rosa who was smiling evilly with her bag of chips in her left hand. I stood there rubbing my booty in pain while looking at Rosa in an unreadable expression. "Bye Mia." Rosa says innocently and walks back to the couch, bouncy at each step, happy that she succeeded at attacking my ass. "Bye." I said bluntly with such immense pain rolling down my butt. I walked out and proceeded to drive home.
Once I arrived, I saw how much of a mess my apartment was. I ended up cleaning up for about 2 hours with music blasting through a small Bluetooth speaker that I got until I got a message notification from Rosa. I walked over where my phone was placed on the coffee table in the middle of the living room. After the short tuned notification, the music resumed.
"Here's the website of therapists me and my mom used. https/idkwkxwod.com" I gazed down at my phone with a broom in my hand. A hand left the base of the broom as I reached out to type out "thanks a lot" as a reply to Rosa's message. Rosa might be crazy but she's actually helpful sometimes, it creeps me out.
I placed my phone down back on the cute white coffee table, I continued cleaning and after a while I finally finished. After turning off the loud and small speaker, I sat on my bed, searched for the controller for the built in tv that was against my wall and searched for any Netflix show or movie to watch. Recently, the second part of "To all the Boys I loved" came out and haven't watched it due to all the attention you gave your ex boyfriend which now turned into a waste.
I work at a little fast food restaurant. When I first moved in, I had to do some thinking on what step I'm going to take next and what happened next was working as a cashier. Though, my parents live in a pretty big house in Busan living the dream life. The Netflix intro passed by with the company production logos as my eyes stayed on the tv.
You didn't even feel like watching a movie but you did it anyways since you've finished everything you needed to do.
Wait...I should check out that website Rosa sent me. Apparently it's helpful.
In the beginning of the movie, you whipped out your phone and started going back to the messages where Rosa sent you the link. You soon found it and click on it. It loaded within a few seconds as it was the same same app you found while you were pooping.
If it helps, it helps, right?
After making an account on the website with a decent photo your brother took of you a while back, I went to the home menu. The same, familiar box with the same "Type your symptoms here" is in sight as you started typing the things you needed to cure.
Anxiety, cyber bullying, social media shit. Same old same old.
After pressing the return from the keyboard I was just now typing in, the first profile that was most rated for the symptoms I typed was Jeon Jungkook. The same extremely handsome man that followed me back this morning which turned out to be Rosa's childhood friend. Due to the ratings on his profile, it seems he has a lot of attention towards him. After pressing on his profile picture, I sent a request to his therapy dms (idk) without even knowing.
Bitch what the fuck.
I started panicking as my heart started racing and my body became warmer as it was before. I jumped up from my lying position as my face got hot. I barely got this website app thingy so I don't know how to use it. After a minute, I got a notification from the app saying.
"Jeon Jungkook accepted your request. Schedule an appointment!"