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Chapter 11 - Flashback

"Ooh, papi. No need to get freaky."

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Jungkook enjoyed the words that same out of my mouth sexily towards him. As he got closer and closer, hands sneaking up to my waist while his lips got closer to mine. But before he would get a kiss, I smacked his ass and ran away up to my apartment. All he did was chuckle. Usually for someone I met a day ago, I wouldn't have smacked his ass but knowing his strong friendship with Rosa and Jimin, I didn't mind.

Today was Sunday...meaning tomorrow is Monday.

Fuck, I got work tomorrow.

I never had the longest weekend of my life, from crying about my ex to meeting a horny mf just begging for ass. And soon realizing that Rosa and Jimin might have a thing going on. The day went by quicker than usual, I was already lying in bed, asleep until I woke up from a fat headache.

I groaned in pain, the room was dark but I could still see the outlines of my dresser, tv and door. My vision got blurry and all of a sudden I got a flash back when me and my brother were at the park waiting patiently for my mom to come back. We had small backpacks full of our clothes and accessories.

We had blankets over us, we could see the dim lights of the police sirens constantly flashing the colors of red and blue. It was a very cold night, I remember getting a scar of my stomach while running away as our mother told us so.

Me and my brother were crying our eyes out, scared and afraid if anything bad happened to our mother or even our father. So much was already happening even when we were little kids. Then, I snapped out of the flashback where I could feel blood slowly trailing it's way down to my pants from my stomach. Out of instinct, I pulled up my shirt to see if I still had my horrible scar. Poof!

It's gone.

Waking up to a flashback was already scary. Especially when it's a memory that I haven't seen before. Almost like I was getting my old painful memories back. Next thing you know, I was sobbing and crying loudly. I really wish this nightmare would end. I knew I would get bangs on the wall from my neighbors but I had no other way to control the pain I held in myself.

I started to shake, my hands shaking, my body trembling, my head spinning. I didn't know what to do. I tried gaining control of my spinning head and what I first did was to turn on my phone and go call Rosa. Rosa picked up very quickly and once she said "Wassup?" My lungs were losing oxygen very slowly. "R-Rosa, h-help." She knew something bad was happening. I was having a bad anxiety attack.

Rosa was at my apartment in seconds. Almost like she teleported. Rosa busted through the bedroom door and went through all my drawers to get my inhaler. She took the inhaler in her hands and held me by my neck as I inhaled sharply. Imagine how scared my brother or my mom would be if they had to deal with me. Salty tears were constantly filling up my eyes and going down the sides of my face. Blurry, I didn't know Rosa was here until she took me in her hands.

The bump in my throat was making it hard for me to inhale but Rosa guided me. "Hey. It's okay. Don't worry. Im here. Take it easy." She softly said in a tone that was very soothing and sweet. I calmed down but tears were still falling down. My chest was now stable and I was now able to breathe without help. I soon got control of my body. I laid there staring at Rosa with my big hazel eyes. We stared at each other while she caressed my hair smoothing, bringing her other hand to wipe my tears away.

I had an anxiety attack about a year ago, my mother was the one who brought me to a hospital and that was when the doctors handed me an inhaler in case if anything similar happens again. Rosa stopped our little staring contest when she offered me to stay at her place. "Do you wanna come home with me? I want to keep an eye on you. I can pack up your things." As much as I wanted to say yes, I declined. Only because my job is keeping me from saying yes. "Sorry. I have to work tomorrow."

I said in a small whisper, my voice even cracked. Rosa quickly made up a way for her to drop me off at my place before my shift started. I couldn't say no for her so I nodded my head and sat up putting a blanket over my head, slid on some shoes while Rosa got my inhaler and the pills I take every other day for my anxiety.

I had my head down or I was either looking out the window on the car ride back. I could feel tears running down my cheeks so I looked away from Rosa as much as possible but she just always knew. "It's okay. You can cry in front of me. I really don't care, we're all human after all." She was right. She's always right. I've been friends with Rosa since forever, I should stop hiding away from her when things like this happen.

We got to her place and the first thing I did was jump onto her couch with the blanket still over my head and cry. I've never been such a baby but I guess today was a day to cry. Rosa came over with two big fluffy blankets and fell asleep together with her on one portion of the couch and me on the other.

We were in deep slumber and in a matter of seconds that was interrupted by Jimin and Jungkook busting through the doors. Rosa was already awake scrolling through social media's and finding out about the latest fashion trends.

Wait...it's morning already?

"Why is my princess here?" Jungkook said sweetly and came towards me to cuddle with me until he saw my puffy eyes. Jimin was already digging through Rosa's fridge finding something to eat. Rosa seemed unbothered while she just sat there drinking her coffee. "Did something happened last night?" I nodded but obviously I didn't want to talk about when the demon engulfed my body in the middle of the night.

"Get away from her. She needs space." Of course Jungkook being Curious George, he wanted to know and demanded
Rosa to stay back too as-well. "Then aren't you supposed to stay away from her then, since she needs space..?" Jungkook's poutys ass asked Rosa with sass. "I am her space. Now leave her alone." Jungkook accepted his defeat and went along with Jimin to sneak around for some food.

As the boys did their thing, I started a conversation with Rosa as I was concerned if she told Jimin or will tell them about what happened. "Will you tell them about what happened?" I honestly didn't like when people pity me or think of me as a weak figure so of course I didn't want Jimin nor Jungkook to thing that an anxiety attack can do much damage on me. "No, Mia. That's your business, baby. If you're comfortable enough to tell them then that's on you. I know how you feel about things like this."

In that moment, I really wished I was gay to slip on a ring on Rosa's finger and run away happily. I think we're all a bit gay and it's amazing. We're not homophobes in this house. (pERiODt)

Jimin and Jungkook came back successfully with a pizza fully baked and handed some to us, as they settled it on the table. I got the first piece as soon as I saw it. The boys sat down comfortably with Jungkook next to me and Jimin next to Rosa. I gestured Jungkook to get closer by his ear as I was about to whisper something in his ear. "Has Jimin told you anything about them being together?" Jungkook shook his head no and quickly finished his bite before responding back. "Wanna ask them?"

I nodded my head while I nudged his arm a little signaling him to say it.

"Are you guys fucking on the side or...?"