Thiccaso 💟 | JJK

Chapter 17- New Chapter

"Damn looks like you're Thiccaso."

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Damn right I am.

The familiar words came through from an ear and right out from the other while I ignored it and continued doing my stuff and being cautious from the sharp blade. Food was heated and ready to eat while I felt satisfied by the small taste I had and very proud at the food I made. I noticed Jungkook hasn't left from behind me while observing my moves carefully.

I took deep breaths from here and there to avoid my face burning up. He didn't talk much after calling me Thiccaso and stood silent. That was when my brain turned many directions and sudden questions popped up in my head.

"Does he have family here?" "Does he have friends other than Jimin and Rosa?" "Has he ever fallen in love or thought that he did?"

Curiousity filled my system as I wanted to know more of him. He always keep quiet when he talked about himself other than when he told me about his college plans. That was when another question popped up. "What made him want to become a therapist?"

For a guy to be sexually worded with everything he says, I was expecting for him to be full of himself and talk about his perfect life. But it seems like he's the completely opposite. For the last few days I met him, he's been focused on me and always asked around for me. Not that I find it annoying but it's bothersome when a guy keeps his feelings and emotions to himself and thinking no one cares about him.

But I guess it makes him more attractive knowing that he's mysterious.

Preparing the plates, silverware and napkins quickly, we sat down serving ourselves and getting things ready. We had small talk here and there while munching up on food. Jungkook mentioned something about the idea of going to the club together.

"We should go to the club." Jungkook said, throwing out ideas.

"For?" Of course I said before about going to the club but honestly I was just playing around. It was a way of disturbing him while searching for words to say in an inappropriate manner.

"For your success of finally becoming a model." I eyed Jungkook suspiciously while he continued poking at his food and keeping his gaze on the plate in front of him.

"We don't know if I did get the job successfully or if I failed. Technically I'm not a model yet."

"You're a model already, you just haven't done a shoot nor the interview but it's obvious Jimin hyung's manager wants you to join."

Excitement started flowing through my veins with his wise words. If you want an instant serotonin boost, go to Jungkook. Jimin was a shy fuck once he told me the great news but Jungkook was right. Jimin knew how much I wanted to become a model after all the rejections from all types of model agencies. There was no other way to say that Jimin's manager desperately wants me to join him and his company.

Though the feeling seems fishy and very creepily weird. It felt odd knowing someone wanted me to be apart of their company and it was almost like a new feeling of feeling wanted. Or maybe it's just me overthinking.

After feeling my mouth dry, I got up and looked something to drink while I came across a bottle of wine I randomly have around. Pinot noir. It was a dry type of wine where the sugar is made into alcohol originated from France. Nice taste and very popular.(Idk why ik this-)

I turned around to Jungkook and gestured for him if he wanted to open it. Jungkook already understood by the looks I give him and my hand signals. Jungkook gladly took the bottles into his hands, placed it down next to his food that was quickly emptied and went to the counter searching for the corkscrew.

I immediately handed the corkscrew to him and sat back down. In a matter of seconds, he opened the bottle and served me a small amount in my glass. A weird but lovingly vibe suddenly engulfed me. There was an aura surrounding us that I found very comforting and welcoming. In shorter words, the vibes were immaculate.

I picked up my glass and took small sips while making a conversation.

"So Jungkook...have you ever thought of becoming someone else, like...a doctor or something?" As soon as I said that, Jungkook looked up at me with an eyebrow cocked upwards and may I tell you he looked FINE asf. Very seggsy and very horn knee. (why am I like this 😔)

"When I was younger I wanted to be a pro-gamer or an athlete but I thought more about other people than myself so I became a therapist." Jungkook swirled his wine in a small circle while moving his glass in small movements and may I tell you again, HES FINE ASF 😻.

"Not gonna lie but the thought of being a therapist sounds boring. I never guessed a guy like you would even become one." I gave Jungkook small glances and very little eye contact.

"It does seem boring but it actually relaxes me, hearing others peoples problems just opens my eyes that I'm not the only fucked up human being."

"So it's just for your own entertainment?" I smirked a bit.

"Haha, no idiot. It just makes more sense to know what others are going through, instead of thinking to myself that I'm all alone." He chuckled while gulping small sips.

I guess it is a better thing to think about others but once you're rock bottom in a situation where you have to be focused on yourself, it's another story. Life is difficult, that's why you have friends and family to help you in every step. Even when you don't have either of those, you can't just let go no matter what.

"So are you saying it makes you more at ease?"

"Yeah, you can say that."

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Not even a few minutes after, I was once again laying down on my back with this beautiful man, shirtless with his right arm exposed with detailed tattoos going to his hand to the upper back and shoulder.

Things escalated really quickly. I questioned him if he ever felt love towards another being. He suddenly smashed his lips on mine, not even getting an answer. I responded back. I don't know if he was avoiding the question or hinting it towards me. But I will never understand what goes through this man's head.

All I did was ask this guy a series of questions about himself and he throws himself at me. Typical Jungkook.

Things got heated really fast. Lips to lips, chest to chest, Jungkook held me close while kissing up and down my neck. But I felt him tremble every time this type of thing happened. It was very strange. His hand would shake every like if he was forcing himself to do this, even though he asked for consent.

By the way he spoke his words, it felt fake. Not breaking down that it was real, but it almost felt like he was struggling. I stopped him in the middle while these thoughts float around in my head.

"Jungkook, I can feel you trembling."

Jungkook started crying.