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Chapter 18- Emo Boy <3

Jungkook started crying.

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I never seen a male cry in front of me or even around me. Maybe once but pretty sure after that, not once again.

"Jungkook, what's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" I started asking out of panic. Of course I know how to comfort people but a crying and vulnerable male? This was a little bit different from what I dealt with.

Jungkook sat down while looking away with his head down, sobbing. Not crying but sobbing. He faced towards the other direction, not wanting to be seen.

Fuck, what do I do...maybe a high five or a thumbs up?

Without even knowing, I was hugging him from behind. His back muscles tensed up at my actions but then later softened. Having no experience with men crying, this is really difficult to handle. I don't know how to comfort him, which sucks the most.

"Jungkook, whatever it is you can tell me. Don't be afraid of opening up to me. I don't bite,"

His sobs slowly turned into deep breaths with his body moving along with his actions. I slowly pat his back with my left hand on his upper back. As soon as he caught his breath, he turned around facing back at me, giving me a sad expression. Something about seeing him in pain hurts me. I always felt guilty for anyone crying but this wasn't guilt, it was sympathy on another level.

Before he got the chance to lift up his hand, I wiped his tears. "Mind telling me?"

He nodded his head in response.

"When I was in middle school, I made many friends. Like every typical kid in middle school, we would get influenced easily but our 'friends-"

"Not to pressure you or anything but, get to the point Jeon."

"Right, I basically got forced into doing a lot of dares including doing sexual things with girls. When I thought middle school was supposed to be fun, it was the exact opposite. Traumatic and full of anxiety"

"Is that why you're trembling?"

"Yeah..." He looked down back at his palm, still shivering at the horrible moments he had growing up. He kept things very simple and short. But I don't blame him, talking about traumatic moments can bring an overthinking state of mind where you can slowly get out of control.

"Aww, come here." I tackled him down on the couch, giving him a huge and tight hug. I cant even start to imagine the things his classmates would make him do. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. At this point, all he can do now is learn. Learn to never let anyone take advantage of him.

Silence took over us. Peace and quiet welcomed us. But not even a second later, Jungkook's perverted mind has an open mouth.

"I still want to grip onto those thighs though."

"My thighs are all yours."

The words I said made Jungkook sit back up in excitement with stars glowing in his eyes. It made him look like a little kid in an amusement park.

"Wait, really?!"

"No haha"

Comfort was something he looked forward to instead of talking so I took that opportunity to treat him with special care that night. (NO THEY DIDNT DO THE NASTY- calm down 😳🤚)
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Few days after that occurred, it was finally the day where I get ready and have this interview for becoming a model. It is really nerve racking like a roller coaster of anxiety and nervousness.

Gladly, Rosa and Jungkook are here to help. We are in the midst of picking out an outfit, digging and trying to find something decent enough for a type of interview attire. Rosa points out a red formal jumpsuit with a nice black coat next to it.

She takes it out, looking at it astonished and amazed that I owned a piece of clothing like this. To be honest, I was surprised too. I forgot about this. It was given to me by my mom when she visited me for the first time. She said something along the lines with "get yourself a husband, I want grandkids." and she left with a mysterious wink.

Rosa wows at the cloth material and the design. It looked expensive, after it was gifted it I never saw it again. I never exactly looked at it either.

"Woah, since when did you have this. No offense but you're too broke to own anything close to this."

That kind of hurt.

"Wear it. It'll good amazing." The wide eyed Rosa still looks at the jumpsuit and encourages me to wear it.

And that was what I did, I wore it and came back into the room. The black coat that was set aside caught Jungkook's eye and called out for me to wear it. I came out in black heels along with a black belt that circled my body that came along with the jumpsuit. I had to look at the mirror twice because of how good I looked. Something I usually never do.

Once the besties set eyes on me, they both screamed.

"HOLY FUCK YOU LOOK HOT!"

"OH MY GOSH!! YOU LOOK SO GOOD!"

Kind of, kind of wasn't expecting that.

After the sudden screams, Jungkook throws a big hug at me while Rosa was dancing her ass off at her success of getting me into a nice outfit for this important interview.

Not long after, I was taken to the big building where my dreams are going to come true. The car ride was 15 minutes but it felt like 8 minutes due to my stress talking and a conversation full of anxiety with Rosa.

Beforehand, Rosa did light curls in my hair with a cute strawberry hair clip. Rosa also did light makeup with only a few touches to enhance my facial details. Ive been told that I look like a foreign but then get amazingly surprised when they found out I speak Korean.

Sooner than expected, we were already at the entrance of the big and wide building. The front doors look so small compared to the big, wide windows displayed against the building. The building was labeled with the logo of the company at the very top of the building.

At this point, I was panicking. Knowing that I'm only a few feet from having this interview, or meters. But the thought of it only made me panic even more.

"Rosa, are we here yet?" I chuckled in nervous while a fake smile slapped on my face.

I faced towards the man and the woman giving them a look of anxiousness. That was their cue to comfort me.

"Mia, it's okay. It'll be fine. Just act professional, you're pretty good at it either way." Rosa's way of comforting was her just speaking nothing by facts. Rosa shrugged her shoulders while wiping off some lint that was placed on my shoulders.

"Angel, don't worry about it. They'll probably accept you as soon as you walk in the door." They both gave me soft smiles, both looking dearly into my eyes giving me a loving aura.

I love my besties.

I quickly find the courage to walk pass the door and getting myself into that interview.

"Ok, I have to get going now. I hope I get in."

They gave me hugs of good luck. But before I left, Jungkook openly smacked my booty saying:

"Atta girl, Mia"