Torn Between | Kylo Ren Fanfic

𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙 𝕦𝕡𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 ℚ𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟...

It's been weeks since Mae was hit in the chest with a lightsaber by Kylo. The Resistance was lost without the girl that was their hope. Leia lost both her and Luke that day... She could've saved them both yet she didn't. Rey and Poe lost their best friend to the monster yet inside them they hoped she was still alive. The Resistance heard there was a spy in the First Order so they had to see if this was true.

In the Falcon, game pieces were heard chittering. Chewbacca, Poe, and Finn were searching for important on this spy... All hoped it was the girl who went missing but they would never know. Chewbacca grunted softly as he thought of his next move in the game. "Are you ever gonna go?" Poe asked leaning towards him. "He can't beat us every time." Finn said to Poe. "Apparently he does." Poe commented watching Chewbacca think on what his move should be. "How does he do it?" Finn asked watching the big fur ball. "This guy right here? It's cause he cheats." Poe said which earned a groan from Chewbacca. "I'm kidding!" Poe exclaimed. Chewbacca thought more but Finn was starting to get tired of it. "Oh, come on. Take your turn." Finn groaned annoyed.

"You're 250 years old." Poe commented towards Chewbacca. "You're taking forever. That's cheating." Poe said. "Of course you're better than this." Poe continued looking at him then Finn. "That's why we think you're cheating." Finn said before an electronic chime was heard. Chewy grunted getting up. "Don't worry!" Finn yelled. "We're not gonna turn it off." Poe said before Chewy was out of site. He then switched the game off. "He's cheating." Finn said. "Definitely. Klaud, I hope you fixed that surge." Poe said before walking past Klaud. Klaud replies in his usual language. "T-minus 5." Finn announced. R2-D2 chirps as he was besides Finn. "R2." Finn said smiling slightly. The hatch comes open showing a person. "Boolio, good to see you. You got something for us?" Finn asked towards the guy. "From a new ally! A spy in the First Order!" Boolio said. "A spy? Who?" Finn asked. "I don't know! Transfer the message! Give it to Leia, hurry! Plus, I heard Mae is alive still!!" Boolio said. R2-D2 chirped happily and Finn smiled. "This could be big. R2." Finn said as he gave the information to R2 to give to Leia. There's a chance Mae is alive would change everything. The mission kinda got caught with a few First Order Fighters, but it continued.

Kylo walked into the infirmary after getting what he needed. There was more to Mae then what meant the eye. She was the balance between good and evil... She was the granddaughter of a Jedi and a Sith. Kylo sat down besides her and held her hand. Mae was still out in her coma. 'Mae...' He tried to talk with her through the force. He never got a reply... "Ben...?" She whispered softly. She opened her eyes and Kylo smiled a bit. "You're alive." He said shocked. Mae sat up and smiled a bit. "You can't get rid of me that easily." She said holding her wound. It felt so sore yet like it wasn't even there anymore. Mae got up and sighed towards what she was wearing. She had black shorts and a black tank top. "I didn't change you... The nurses did." Kylo said before she could start. "I need to change... and." She stumbled around the question. She knew she was on the First Order ship, it was too nice to be Resistance. She needed to find them but it could be dangerous to leave. Kylo crossed his arms watching her. "Mae... If you want to leave. Tell me." Kylo said watching the girl he now knew her past and parents. Mae sighed as she thought. "Give me a moment to think.. Alone." She said looking towards the window. Kylo nodded leaving the room. "Ushar, Cardo, guard this room. Don't let her leave unless she asks for me... Then bring her to me." Ren said as he looked at the Knights of Ren. They nodded and stood at the door, guarding it like he demanded.

"Be with me. Be with me." Rey said as she meditated in the air. Mae felt the force pull her to the scene. "They're not with me." Rey replied landing on the ground. "Rey. Be patient." Leia said as she looked at Rey. Rey felt a presence and turned to see Mae. "Mae..." Rey whispered looking at her. Mae smiled. "Before you say it, I'm not dead." She started. Rey looked at her with tears in her eyes. "Can you come home?" Rey asked. "Maybe..." She stated looking towards a direction which Rey noticed. "Where are you?" Rey asked. Mae smiled a bit. "I got Ben a bit... but... I'm on the First Order ship." She said. Rey blinked and was shocked. "Maybe, you being hurt got Ben back for that moment. He didn't even attack us." Rey said glancing Leia who watched. "I have to go. Please come back." Rey said. Mae nodded then smiled. "I love telling Ben that I have to go..." She mumbled before coming back to the fact she was in a First Order ship. She knocked on the door. "I need to see Kylo Ren." She demanded then the door opened. She walked off to find him which the two 'guards' led her to the throne room. She walked in seeing Kylo on the throne. "Have you made your decision?" He asked dismissing the Knights. "Yes... Who are they?" She referred to the Knights of Ren. "The Knights of Ren." He stated before standing up. "I want to leave..." She said softly. She felt like she regretted her decision but she couldn't say or think it. Kylo went to her and held her cheek in his hand. "You sure?" He asked making sure. "Yes..." She said leaning into his touch. "Suit yourself... Go in the escape pod... There's a TIE fighter hidden. Hopefully, you know where to go." Kylo said. "I trust the force... I have a feeling I will see you again." She said before hugging him. He hugged back and gave her the ring back. "Keep the ring... So you keep a piece of me." He said sliding it on her finger. She blushed then smiled. "You always have a piece of me.." She whispered before running off. She had everything now she just needed to find the Resistance.

"Ren... You just let her leave like that?" Ap'lek said. Kylo smirked. "She will come back to us, Jayden." He said using his name from the old days. "Use Ap'lek, Ben." Jayden teased which Ren rolled his eyes. Elijah walked into the room and chuckled. "I see how it is. Not inviting the party." He said. Ren smiled a bit. "If only she stayed longer. Ap'lek and Kuruk." Ren commented watching the TIE fighter fly off perfectly. "She would be perfect as a sith though.." Elijah said. Ren shook his head. "She's the balance... She can't have too much light without the darkness calling towards her." Ren explained before turning towards his friends.