Torn Between | Kylo Ren Fanfic

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕋𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤...

They all got on the ship, Mae was scared that she would be face to face with Kylo. She knew he had changed over the time they been separated and him being the Supreme Leader of the First Order. He has changed once she left him to be Supreme Leader of the First Order alone. They landed on the Destroyer ship. "You three stay here." Mae demanded the droids to stay with the ship. "Happily." 3PO said. "Which way?" Poe asked. "No idea. Follow me." Rey said as they ran off to the corridor. They then got stopped by two Stormtroopers. "Drop your weapons!" One said. Mae waved her hand in front of their faces. " It's ok that we're here." Mae said smirking, she was using the famous Jedi mind trick. They lowered their weapons as they were tricked into the mind trick. "It's ok that you're here." One said. "It's good." The other said. "You're relieved that we're here." Rey said using the mind trick. Mae smiled and got information. "You three get Chewie... I'm going to get the dagger. I have a feeling we will need it." Mae said as she ran off to find the dagger. She knew she might need it, it was in her gut. Rey tried to follow but Poe shook his head. "Don't..." Poe commented before they went to find Chewie.

Mae ran into Kylo's quarters and looked around. She looked around the black and red room, she even say the imfamous Darth Vader mask. "Fancy..." She mumbled before grabbing the dagger. "Mae.." Kylo said through their bond. Mae turned around and faced him. "Wherever you are.... you are hard to find." He said, almost watching her. Mae smiled innocently and shrugged her shoulders. "You're hard to get rid of." She said back. "I pushed you in the desert, because I needed to see it. I needed you to see it. Who you are. I know the rest of your story. Mae." He said. Mae shook her head and turned her lightsaber on. "You're lying..." She bit back tears. She didn't want to accept the fact that she did force lightning like Palpatine or well known as Darth Sidious. "I never lied to you. Your parents were no one... They chose to be. To keep you safe and protected." Ren said walking a step closer. "Don't! Just stop!" She yelled at him, she didn't want to hear him anymore. "You remember more than you say. I've been in your head." Ren said looking at her. "I didn't want this! I don't want it!" She said as the tears started to fall. "Search your memories." Ren said going closer to her. She shook her head and attacked him with her lightsaber out of anger and sadness. Kylo dodged her attack and hugged her, trapping her arms with his. Her lightsaber fell from her hand. Kylo stopped her. "Remember them. See them." Kylo said as he looked at her, calmly. Mae closed her eyes as she saw her mother and father.

The three of them landed on Tatooine, Mae's mother carried the young Mae in an abandoned house to keep her safe. Mae was around three or four as she was carried. "My love. Mae, be brave. I love you." Her mother said as she put the girl on the bed. Young Mae tried to grab her mother again, scared her mother was saying that. "Mommy, please!" She begged for her mother. "You'll be safer here. I promise... Be brave my little flower." Her father said. He kissed her forehead and Mae hugged him tightly. "Please... I don't want to be alone..." She whispered. Her father looked at her mother before nodded. "Be brave, Mae..." He whispered before leaving to fly off. "No! Come back please! Don't leave me alone..." The young Mae cried out. The young girl hugged her knees, crying before passing out from exhaustion. She was young and full of life till her parents left her. She laid on the bed with her mouth slightly agape as she slept hoping it was all a dream.