Take A Chance Or Make A Choice

grace pov

What the fuckkkkkk I can normally keep it in and hide my teeth but this, this is just weird I never turn like that on purpose ughhhhh I need to keep it in for now on. "So are you going to tell me what happened or are you going to keep it a secret" I looked at him but I looked down. I can't tell him or he would never accept me in anyway "I-i I'm sorry" I walked away from him and started to run a little bit before he could say anything. UGHHHH I hate my life. I pulled out my phone and started to text daniel to come pick me up I needed to eat or feed right now. Omfg I'm thinking like one of them. While I was waiting he came and picked me up. We were in the car riding and he started to talk "soooooo what happened do you need to feed or do you just not wanna be at school?" he asked "the first one" "look grace I'm sorry that josh did this to you I should have punched him last night not colby or Sam but I can't be near him you know what would happen" "but you kicked him in the balls though" "yea but that's different I had some type of protection covering my skin I can't touch physically with my skin" "this is all my Damn fault if I didn't agree to go to our neighbor's house when we were little and met him this would all have never happened" ughhhhh I covered my face and then I looked at my phone I had texts messages from sam and Kat and Colby I opened colbys first
10:00am
Colby: grace where are you are you ok?
10:15
Colby:grace where are youuuu sam and Kat are getting worried
I closed his messages and looked at kats
10:11
Katrina: I leave for a few minutes and Colby starts to freak out because you randomly decided to leave where are you I never seen him this worried
I texted katrina back
11:03
Me: I'm fine don't worry I had to go home nothing bad is  happening I promise
I opened colbys messages there were more so I decided to text him
11:05
Me: hey sorry had a panic attack you could say I guess my brother is going to pick you and sam up later after school he had to come and pick me up bye
I pressed send and we were home. I went into the kitchen and opened a bottom cabinet that had a combination lock with a ice cooler inside it and grabbed some raw meat and a little thing of blood. I hated to drink blood but it's what has been keeping me alive. Later on my brother went to get sam and Colby I stayed in my room when they came home. I heard a knock on my door "grace can we talk please" colby said on the other side of the door "go away not now colby" I said while I started to cry. A day went by and I needed to pee and I needed a drink. So I opened my door and walked out to the kitchen got a drink and headed to the bathroom. I closed the bathroom door and I could over hear sam and colbys conversation "bro I know I just ment her but there's something special about her. I need her right now like brother she's my like my drug if I see her I'm fine but when I don't I feel like I lost everything" omg I'm sorry colby I should talk to him but I don't know if I can tell him yet "brother it's ok it's called love and by what I heard last night you both are in love" OH MY GOD SAMMMMMM "SAM SHUT THE FUCK UP" I used the bathroom and Walked to there room to talk to colby "uhhh hey" I pushed the door open "hey grace I was just telling colb-" "SAM NOT NOW" I blushed "ya know what I think it's a bad time Ima go back to my room now soooooo yea" I turned around  but colby stopped me "hey wait I'm sorry sam is just being sam" "it's ok" "soooooo grace what do you want" sam asked "well first of all I needed to talk to colby for a few minutes but since you are here I also wanted to mention that what is happening on Katrinas birthday" they looked at me confused "wants up" sam asked "PARTYYYYYYYY!!!!" I yelled then we heard daniel yell from the other room "FUCK NO GRACE HELL FUCKING NO" I laughed "let's throw a surprise party, sam you will have her the whole day shopping and stuff I'll let you use my credit card if you run out of money, while me and Colby and some other people set the party up" they both looked at me in shock "that's actually not bad when did you think that" colby asked "um mmm after my panic attack earlier" I mumbled "grace of I did something wrong can you please tell me" colby said "wait what you did nothing wrong I just had some stress on my shoulders from the other night" "oh ok I thought you hated me after the other night" "wait what no I would never" I crossed my arms "Ima call kats mom to ask if we can throw it at her place then call Kat to see if she's busy tomorrow" sam said "alright me and grace are ganna leave so you can call bye" colby said. Me and him walked over to my room and we both sat down on my bed "colby look I'm sorry for what happened the other day and me not talking to you at all I'm such a terrible friend" did I just call him a friend that's new he seems so much more to that tho "grace look at me your not a terrible friend your a great friend to me and you mean so much more to me" he grabbed my hands "grace I love you and your scars on your body and your past doesn't matter to me it made you what you are right now and I'm glad that I have you around I don't want to lose you so please don't block me out like that agian pl-" I stopped him by kissing him on the lips "I promise colby I will never block you out I love you to" he pulled me in for another kiss and then sam walked in "Whoa um I should have knocked my bad" me and Colby laughed "it's ok what did they say?" I asked while blushing "they both said yes" "YEAH PARTY TIMEEE" I yelled "wait we don't have anything for the party" colby said "well duhhh we go out tonight for the supplies" sam said "yep that's for sure" I said "well we better get going before it's to late" colby said