Take A Chance Or Make A Choice

colbys pov

Why did I even have feelings in the first place. All i ever wanted was to be happy with someone and that someone was grace. The other night she went to the store bought hair dye and died her hair but she also smoked for the first time in a year as in what I was told. of course I was going to be mad and upset but when I saw how she was around Brennen it made me upset but still I never let her tell me what happened that night. It was lunch time and I saw Kat and grace talking but then grace got picked up by the same jock that did first hour. I ignore that and wanting to talk to Sam. "Hey bro Kat told me she's only doing what she's doing is because your dumb ass never gave her the option to Talk that night. Plus tonight might ruin her" I looked at him worried "there's going to be heavy drugs at that party and one attempt and we can lose her so if your ass doesn't talk to her I'm planning your funeral ahead of time because graces brothers has been pissed off lately" "ugh I fuck everything up what the hell" "it's ok brother your going to get through this and so will she" I nodded. It was the end of the day and I saw grace and those jocks agian I saw her say bye to them and she was riding her skate board towards my way but she went right passed me. "GRACE!" I yelled she didn't look back "GRACE IM SORRY!" I saw her stop and turn around. She skated towards me and then stoped right in front of me "give me a reason why I should let someone who I love the fuck out of talk to me and say something to me if I can't even say something that I needed to say but at this point I don't think it matters because Brennen I'ma just tell you this now. He is gay. Yet you have the audacity to think that I would cheat on you" "Gra-" "don't even Colby because I'm not finished I smoked yea doesn't mean I'm going to become and addict agian hell maby I might become one tonight but you know I'm not stupid enough to touch a needle in my life agian or snort something agian because last time I lost something I could only have once in my life time Colby. I'm sorry Colby but I think we just need a good break for awile I'm sorry" I seen that she was about to cry and so was I but I didn't she hopped onto the skate board a d left for good this time. I managed to call me an Uber to come pick me up and take me back graces place since that's where I have to stay for now on till my parents get back from there trip. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and opened Instagram and a new post from grace popped up.

@gracewhatever so I know this is kinda late in the day to say but I'm 18 now yay so just wanted to say love y'all for the support but who knows how long I will still be on this Earth. Oh btw I'm wearing a wig in this I have blond hair now at the ends cuz I'ma dye them blue later on love y'all bye
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It's here birthday what the hell why do I have to be such a dick I need to not let her go to that party. I made it back to her place and I went up to her door and swung it opened. I didn't care what the hell would happen but she's not going to that party I went up to her and pulled her face to mine and kissed it and then I pulled back from her "You are not going to that party what so ever especially since it's your birthday I'm not letting you leave and do something you will regret later on. Grace I truly am sorry I didn't know he was gay im sorry it's just I can't stand to see anyone act the way he did towards you I got jelouse as hell. Grace please forgive me please" she just stared at me "grace say something" she didn't do anything, but she kissed me and pulled my full body against hers "next time let's just talk before we ague please?" She asked "yea I think that would be a good thing" I kissed her "so birthday huh" "surprise"