Take A Chance Or Make A Choice

Colby's pov+graces

sam and kat are coming over later and same with brennen. im scared to see what there going to say or what there going to do. ding dong. i heard the door ring so i went to get it and it was Sam, kat, and brennen. kat came running up to me giving me a hug while crying. i hugged her back too. "i miss her so much" kat said sobbing. "i miss her too" i started to cry a little bit to. i look up at sam and brennenand there eyes were a little bit red but they were trying not to cry. we all make it up to my room and i grab my laptop and sd card. "ok before i show you guys this you promise me you wont tell anyone. its what grace would want" i say and they all look at me confused but then  nodded. ( if you dont want to read the video part i would skip to the end of the sideways italic)

"hello future family and friends if you see this your really lucky I must have loved you so much then. I'm making this because of me passing away I'm sorry. I wanted to say a few things before I officially die. One I'm a vampire yeah yeah I know your probably like what the hell but it's true though see" she snarled her fangs out "see you might think this is fake but it's not, why would I make a joke about this after I die guys. I wanted to tell you all that I love you all especially the people in my life at this moment. Sam, Katrina, Brennen, Daniel, Corey, deyvon, and especially colby."she pulled me close to her and kissed my cheek "Thanks for everything sam, Kat, and Brennen I know you might be freaking out right now wondering why didn't you know in the first place wellllll... maybe because I didn't want to risk anything dangerous for you guys and I'm sorry. you guys were always with me in my dead heart that felt so alive when I knew you all. Now this is for Sam and kat. Remember that one time when we first ment and I went to y'all's party and Colby over here needed for me to sing with him and I agreed, that was the best moment of my life right there with you three. You guys made me feel better about me being alive because on that day I wanted to com-m-it s-uicide." She choked on her words and grabbed my hand "but you know who stopped me and didn't realize till later that night. Colby did, if it wasn't for him that day I would've. And I'm glad I have Colby in it at this present moment with me. Now Kat I know this is hard to tell you but remember when I said I couldn't have kids it's because of my scare" she stood up and lifted her shirt up a little bit "once you turn into a vampire you can only have a kid once" she had tears come up into her eyes so pulled her in for a little hug and she was resting her head on my shoulder but look at the camera. "I know that sucks but that's just how it is and if I could change that I would. I really would. Well I guess that's all I can say i love you all so much and promise me one thing after you all see this stop being so sad about it we'll all see each other one day. Well I love you all I guess this is officially goodbye. Goodbye everyone" she said then kissed me then ended the video. 

"that cant be true" Sam says. i look at him and see the tears coming down his face Same with brennen. "guys i was there when she passed. it was way over due for her complete turning. i was there when she died. me." i say as i start to cry and then i feel kat hugging me "colby i know i never hug you but im sorry you had to go through all that. i miss her to. she was my best friend." i smile a little bit but the it stayed silent for a moment. "i remember when we went shopping and i had something to smoke and she told me no but she was also drunk at hit the blunt i had and she got so high she went up to cop and basically gave him a lap dance. then after that she saw a gay guy walking down the street and walked up to him and asked him if he would fuck me. she was crazy" brennen says "i remember when me and her went to Spencers and bought the most expensive lingerie and cuffs for yours and sams birthday. we had to ask the male worker a sexual question for an idea all because there was no female worker to be seen. grace was so embarrassed" kat says "i remember when grace and me had the most weirdest conversation about our feelings about who we liked. she asked me so much about you colby it wasn't funny. then we started talking about you grace she always told me how much you would bring up the littlest things about me. there was this one time where me and her were talking about my feelings for kat and Daniel walked in and everything got awkward because we were talking about our sex life. she was like my relation ship therapist and i was hers." sam said "i remember when she told me about her parents and how she wanted to be a mom but then she couldn't so she made a whole plan about adopting a kid and moving near a beach and getting pets." i say "i miss her yes but she wouldnt want us to be sad she would want us to live our life to the fullest. so lets do it" brennen says "your right. LA here we come!" kat said while tring to hide the tears coming out.