'Sometime's you realize too late that what you're looking for is exactly what you just let go... '
FF on my favorite human beings Sid and his Naaz
Hello reader,this is my first FF that I am going to write.Read and let me know how is it?
Open for sug...
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS A FICTIONAL STORY.ALL EVENTS ARE NOT REAL.READ THIS AS A STORY AND DO NOT JUDGE THEM.THE CHARACTER HERE DO NOT NECESSARILY DEPICT THEIR REAL EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS
THANK YOU AND ON WITH THE STORY
They both are at peace now which was missing since some days.Their SUKOON was back and now they are embracing it.They were in the same position for some time
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After some time Sidharth asks"Oye bhookh lagi hai kya tujhe?"
"Haan Sidharthhh bohot lagi hai kuch order kar dena please subah se kuch nahi khaya" she says with a cute pout.
"Chal tu fresh hoke aaja main tab tak kuch order karta hoon sathme khayenge" he dials room service number and she goes to freshen up.
After all the eating and talking they went and sat down in the balcony staring at the sky and were remembering the BB times and laughing their heart out.After some time Sana gets quiet as she now remembers the ultimatum that she has given and becomes quite suddenly but this didn't go unnoticed by Sidharth who can read his Gadhi like an open book.
"Kya hua decision ke baare main puchna chahti hain?"he asks looking at her eyes.
She shifts her gaze and is shocked that how can he tell it so correctly as to what am I thinking "Tujhe kaise pata chala?" she asks shockingly.
He takes in her arms "Gadhi tu kuch nahi bolegi toh bhi main samajh jaata hu ke tere dimaag main kya chal raha hai?" and kisses her forehead.
"Toh tune kuch decide kiya" she asks hesitantly as she is scared of her answer.
"Haan decide kiya hai aur wahi batana main yaha aaya hoon.Tera phone bhi isiliye nahi utha raha tha because mujhe tujhe face to face milna tha." he replies caressing her hairs.
"Toh bata de jo bhi.Darna mat ke agar tune mujhe reject kar diya toh main khud ko sambhal nahi paungi.Agar tu chahta hai ke hum dono distance maintain kare toh main tujhe support karungi tu tension na le na.Main strong hoon." she says this almost choking as she is trying to control her tears trying to say this.
"Par main nahi hoon" he whispers to himself as he is not
He looks at her and is shocked to listen to her.He thinks that she is so selfless and ready to give up on us if I don't want to be with her.She has openly confessed her feelings irrespective people call her one sided but she doesn't bother but for me she will go to any extent even if that involves staying away from me.He is bit emotional now.
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"Dekh Sidharth jo bhi hai jaldi bata aur rafa dafa kar mujhse nahi jhela jata yeh suspense wuspense" she replies impatiently.
"Sana ab main jo bolunga tu pura sunegi uske pehle koi tippani nahi chahiye mujhe teri? Sidharth warns her cutely as he knows she can't stay quite for sometime.
"Hayee tip kyu du tujhe?Tujhe tohh pappiyan jhappiyan dungi na" she giggles and this sight melts his heart.
"Bolu main ya tu hi bolegi? Sidharth questions.
"Acha sorry nahi disturb karungi tu bol" she says and sits quitely.
"Toh sun Sana main ek 39 year old insaan hu jo relationships main reh chuka hai.Tu 27 years ki hain. Mera career main kaam karke main ek aise position pe set hu jaha fame name sab kuch mujhe mil gaya hain.Tera career start ho raha hai aur main nahi chahunga agar meri ya mere past ke wajah se tera rising career affect ho.Tu upcoming star hai BB main logon ne tujhe bohot pasand kiya hai.Main nahi chahta tu hum dono ke relation ka effect apne kaam pe padne dde.Main tere saath hamesha hu par agar mere naam ke wajah se tujhe kuch problem hui main tolerate nahi kar paunga aur yeh hi guilt mujhe maar raha hain."
She listens patiently to him and is now emotional as her Kullu is opening up and she can sense the pain in his voice as he is stating his insecurities.
"Maine tujhe pehle bhi bola hai ke tujhse jo meri attachment hai bonding hai wo kabhi kisi ke sath nahi hui hai or naahi hogi kabhi.Yeh pyaar hai ya nahi yeh main nahi jaanta but is feeling ko samajhne tujhe mujhe time dena hoga.Meri bhi insecurities hain tu young hai,talented hai tujhe tere age ka koi bhi ladka mil jayega jo tujhe mujhse zyada acha se treat karega pamper karega.Mera gussa kitne baar tujhpe nikla hai apne aap ko control nahi kar pata hu tu mere gusse ko jhelti hai mujhe jhelti hain"
"Yahi dar mujhe laga rehta hain aur agar uske baad tu mujhe chodke chali gayi toh main kya karunga?Yeh do din ka ultimatum se itna dar gaya wo handle nahi kar paya toh phir agar kal ko hamesha ke liye tu chali gayi toh main kya karunga?Main bahar se bohot sakht hu but andar se I am broken"
She is sobbing now and hugs him tightly giving him the assurance that he needs.
"Tu kitna pagal hain jo itna zyada sochta hai.Tujhe aise lagta hai ke koi launda aayega aur main usse impress hojaungi aur tujhe chod dungi?Mazak laga rakha hai kya?Ha jaanti hu tu gussa karta hai but pyaar bhi toh utna karta haina mera Kululugululu......Maine tujhse pehle bhi kaha hai....
"JO TU KAHEGA WO NAHI KARUNGI PAR TERE LIYE KUCH BHI KARUNGI" ❤️
"Jab tak tu nahi kahega tab tak main tujhe chodke nahi jaungi.Jis din tu kahega us din chali jaungi tab tak tujhe mujhe jhelna padega laggi samajh?"
She sobs and hits him on his chest.
"I love you bohot saara" she says pulling his cheeks.
"Haan pata hai chal pakaa mat" he says(TYPICAL SIDHARTH SHUKLA)
"Sidharthhhhhhhhh" she hugs him
"Sun ab meri baat khatam nahi hui hain.Tera yeh show chal raha usme agar tu baar baar yeh bolegi ke Sidharth se pyaar karti hu blah blah tera impression kharab ho raha hai jaan.Yahi bolenge ke pyaar karti thi toh show sign kyu kiya?Isliye yeh mat bolna jab tak show khatam nahi hota aur samajh main yeh kyu bol raha hoon baby tere achche ke liye hi bol raha hoon samjhi gadhi?"
"But maine yeh ek fun show hai karke sign kiya tha mujhe nahi pata tha ke yeh aisa hoga?"she pouts sadly.
"Baby yeh humein pata hai baki logon ko nahi pata haina isiliye." he says while cupping her cheeks.
"Aur haan main jaanta hoon tujhe mujhse kya sunna hai par mujhe time de main tere tarah expressive nahi hu Main bolta nahi hu iska matlab yeh nahi hain ke mujhe farak nahi padta mujhe bhi padta hai bas main bolta nahi hoon samjhi" he tells her taking her hands in his and rubbing her palms to assure her.
Par kya tab tak Ms Shehnaaz Kaur Gill mere sath emotional attachment wala bond rakhna chahogi? WHAT' SAY SHEHNAAZ ? Bcoz mujhe toh aapki gandi wali aadat lag gayi hai." he chuckles.
She laughs and hugs him "Haan kyu nahi mera kulugululu Pyaar toh tu karta hain yeh mujhe pata hai but bolta nahi hain and I will wait for the day you will say those words par jaldi haan kahi main na thak jaun wait karte karte" she giggles but this statement made him sad as he knows that he needs to express her his feelings very soon but till that time we will accommodate to
"I HATE YOU KA OPPOSITE" 😌❤️
NOTE:
@shilpi87 Your wait is over 😊
Hey guys,
Let me know how as it.This is a purely fiction writing.Some of the emotions that I have written for them is what I felt but that does not necessarily need to match with their POV.
