Omg omg please listen to the song while reading i'll love you forever. Okay but to clear things up Kairi has two illnesses called PTSD and major depression that will be shown right now, but more will be shown later.
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Kairi's trauma will be shown later on in the book, but he's been getting gloomier by Clinical Depression.
(play song) Kairi's Pov
I'm pacing through the hallways of the college making my way back to the dorm. I decided to stop by a cupcake shop to get Y/N's favorite cupcake and mine, obviously red velvet duhh. I use the elevator when suddenly I get a phone call.
"Mr.Cosentino?"
"Yes, yes hi, Dr.Ledol"
"Your appointment will be at 6:30 pm, and that's about in an hour and thirty. Please come and we will just be asking you questions to help you out with your confusion right?"
"Yes that's correct thank you sir."
I walk into the dorm and see Y/N there sitting in the couch watching netflix.
"Ok, ok thank you, see you soon." I hang up going over to her giving her a kiss on the cheek. The worlds a little gray. "Hey I brought you a cupcake," I smile softly at her while handing it to her.
We're eating our cupcakes when she says,"So Kairi, are you feeling better?"
"Yea it was just a headache." I lie smiling at her. I need help. I do a little homework before making my way to my appointment. I go inside the hospital wearing a mask of course, I use the elevator and check in.
-Time skip because you'll find out their conversation later-
So i'm expected to get my referral in the mail in about 2 days, ok I can wait that long. But my doctor said I have signs of being a pathological liar, having depression, PTSD, and being a narcissist. Great. But of course I didn't tell him about the dreams, I'm too afraid of getting locked up possibly, I know it's not possible. Just thinking you know. In case I hurt someone.
Deja Vu. If you need me, wanna see me. Be hurry, cause I'm leaving soon.
I walk into the dorm and decide to spend some time with Y/N so I take her to the carnival. I invited the boys and she invited Chloe. Oh Chloe.
"Hey dude what's uppp!" I hear Ale say as me and Y/N walk up.
"Hey guys, been hours since i've seen you guys huh." I say and we all laugh. We get on a few rides having fun. I could tell Y/N is enjoying it, she's with her bestfriend and her boyfriend right? Bestfriend, I grit my teeth. I wasn't having that much fun though. "Chloe can I talk to you?"
Sorry I don't know how to act. Sorry there's no way out. But down.
"Sure Kai." She grabs my hand and leads us to some benches. "What's up you don't look like your enjoying anything. And before you could say anything, no it's not obvious."
"Thanks Chloe I just wanted to show you something I think the sunset looks nice over here look, follow me." I lead her into a place I know no one can see us.
"Um Kairi shouldn't we go back? I think they'll see we're gone for too long." I brush my fingers across the knife I have under my hoodie.
Call my friends and tell them that I love them, and I'll miss them but i'm not sorry.
