Killing a Heart

13:Rejection

Gon had been hunting Killua down for days. He was going to get to him, make him help solve things, and then figure out why he ran away.

After days of travel Gon was at the Zoldyck estate's testing gate. He had no time to greet the gatekeeper.

He quickly slammed all seven doors open, and whistled for Killua's 'dog'.

Mike came bolting towards him wagging his tail ferociously. Over the years Mike had grown accustom to  Gon and respected him as if he were a Zoldyck.

"Hey buddy." Gon pet the giant hound's snout before jumping on its back.

"Take me to Killua."

The hound stood up ,as Gon grabbed on tighter, and took off in a dead sprint toward the Zoldyck mansion.
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"Alluka, fine!"

"I'm not trying to start an argument dummy! I'm just saying how it is. This isn't like you."

"I'll go back. Maybe this whole thing was stupid anyways."

"Onii-chan, someone is coming. I think it's him. I'll leave now-" She ran out of his room. "Wait!-" the door slammed.

He was afraid to be on his own. He knew how this was going to go.

"Killua.."

He turned to see Gon standing in his windowsill.

"We have to go-" "I can't..."

"And why's that?" "Because..."

Killua felt like his heart was going to rip out of his chest.

"Because I love you-" "Are you kidding me?" Gon laughed angrily, jumping from the sill and walking closer.

"Is this what that was all about!?" Gon was getting pissed off. "People are dying! Our students-are dying because you decided you wanted to run away over something as stupid as you having a pathetic crush on me!?" Gon was beyond containing the anger he had pent up after chasing Killua down for the past few days.

"How could I ever love someone as selfish as you!?"

Killua knew it would end bad, but not as terribly as it had just now.

He felt a knot form in the back of his throat. He was hurting so much he thought he could die right then and there. After years of intense training to be unaffected by torture, this was the first time Killua's spirit had truly been broken.

"Now come with me-" Gon's muscular arm reached for the other.

Killua was shaking with emotion. He felt like exploding.

"Don't fucking touch me!-" Killua hissed, face scrunching up in pain.

He felt like killing. His blood lust filled the room, yet Gon still stood waiting for Killua to go with him.

"Gon, leave." He tried to stay calm. "Not until you come with me."

Gon was just using him for his Nen. That's what it was. If he was as weak as him, he wouldn't be seeking Killua's help.

"Gon, get out. I might actually kill you."

"No!" Gon growled. "You are coming with me!" "Let them die! I don't care!" "What will you do now!? Will you do the one thing you're good at!? Run away from me!?" Gon shouted in a fit of intense rage.

Killua used Gyo to make his hand move at lightning speed to chop the back of Gon's neck rendering him unconscious.

"Onii-chan," Alluka had been listening in on them the whole time.

Killua was glowing with electricity. His face was emotionless as he shook.

"Where are you going?" She asked anxiously.

"I...don't know." Killua stated with a voice crack from the lump in his throat. "I don't care where I go-" "Please! Don't do anything stupid onii-chan!" She ran towards him before he zapped away.