Philophobia (Magenta Series 01)

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Olivia's POV

After my talk with Ethan many things came up to my mind but there is only one question that keeps on concerning me...

Flashback

"Why don't you go to him and try" he stated.

"I don't know how, I mean its not like I've only been gone for a week." I replied.

"You said you've already recovered right? So why are you still afraid? Olivia believe me or not but I'll tell you this." He said and held my hands.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Fate brought you back here!" He blurted and leaned unto his chair.

"What? What do you mean?" I asked again still confused.

"You were worried, and I guess you've longed for him so much"...

End of Flashback

I really don't get why people say that I long for someone...maybe its because I really do.

Then I'll give it a try again...

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Axel's POV

" Axel the doctor said you'll be discharged the day after tomorrow " Kate said.

"Thank you, and Kate did she-" she suddenly cut me off.

"Axel, I told you that once she calls I will inform you right away" she stated.

*Knock Knock

"Are we expecting someone?" I asked since Carlo just left a while ago.

"Maybe its the Doctor, I'll go get it" she said and walked towards the door and opened it.

When she opened it, I felt like my heart was about to jump off my chest. I don't know what to say, it feels like a dream.

"Olivia..." I mumbled.

"Olivia, you're back!" Kate stated surprisingly.

"Can I talk to Axel?" She asked with a soft tone, she never changed her gestures were still the same. I don't know why but I really feel so excited now.

"I'll leave you both then" Kate said and left.

"Come and sit here" I said and she nodded.

"Axel--mmm!"

As soon as she went closer to me I grabbed her and kissed her without hesitation, her lips felt so soft.

I don't want this moment to end its just so unimaginable. I broke the kiss and looked away like a gay, it was my first kiss so I'm embarrassed that it had to be done that way. Gosh she will think of me as a pervert now.

"Axel" she called and she I looked back at her she grabbed me closer and pressed her lips against mine. Her kiss is sending me a message and knowing it makes my heart flutter. Well, I am a man after all so I pulled her unto my bed and we just continued our sweet moment. After I pulled her I felt her shaking then I broke the kiss and looked at her straight in the eye.

"Are you okay?" I asked, maybe I was just too fast that she got scared.

"I can't breathe" she whispered and her cheeks blushed.

"Oww, sorry maybe I went too far" I replied and she smiled at me.

I just couldn't say a thing I mean I don't know why to say, I stared at her intently then I noticed tears falling from her eyes.

"Are you uncomfortable? Tell me what's wrong?" I asked and she hugged me, she was gripping my shirt so tightly.

"I missed you..." She mumbled, "I know I was too dumb, I didn't even say goodbye properly and just left but honestly every night I was missing you, Axel I'm sorry for leaving you" she added.

"Stop crying already, they might think I wasn't a good kisser and that you were disappointed that's why you cried" I said and wiped her tears away.

"Aren't you mad?" She asked.

"Why would I get mad? I did felt anxious but I wasn't mad" I replied and caressed her cheeks. "My feeling won't change even if you will push me away a million times and I admit it was love at first sight, its embarrassing though because I just met you at the elevator" I stated and a smile was formed on her mouth.

"I'm happy to know it, ahm! how long do I need to sit on your lap?" She asked and I was flustered, she caught me off guard.

"Sorry" I mumbled.

Gosh, this is too awkward...I'm all out of topic...its almost half an hour and silence is eating us up.

"I'm glad you're back, I just hope that you won't leave again" I stated then she held my hands.

"I'm staying for good so don't worry, and let's just take thing slowly now" she said and kissed my cheeks.