Missing in the Storm

Chapter 11

Athena's POV
First trimester

Sitting in my bed watching a concert on Weverse. I wish I could have gone to see it live but I can't because, you can't pause a live concert. I am in my first trimester and nausea and I are good friends. I don't have morning sickness, just walk around feeling sickly periodically.

I walk in the mornings with Mrs. Faye and in the afternoon with Mr. Grover. I love them. If it weren't for them, I am not sure I would be able to do this. I have finally accepted that discreetly reaching out to Jimin, wasn't going to happen. I already reached out to Big Hit, no response not that I expected much there.

I have decided to post updates on Weverse and share my pregnancy that way. That way I am just one more anonymous fan sharing my life in an Army safe environment. So far none of the guys have seen my post that I am aware of. I am not actually aware of the ever commenting on any pregnancy or baby pictures.

I also set up a twitter account so that they or a representative to reach out if interested. The Johnson's are quite sure that someone will reach out sooner or later. I am not so sure. I am just a small stop in his life might not be as important as I thought.

I try not let that get me down as I watch the concert and sing along with my hand on my tummy. Listening and singing along with music is something I have always done. I just make sure that every night I listen to one of Jimin's solo songs. It is the only way I can think of to give my baby a piece of their father.

Jimin's POV

Wiping my face as I walk off stage, taking the offered water bottle from on of our assistance. As I make it into the dressing room I sit on a couch.

"You did well today Jimin, smile." Tae says as he sits next to me. I have not been able to find Athena's contact information and it has been about six weeks.

"Thanks Tae, glad you liked it." I lean back and close my eyes taking a deep breath. We will be doing a Vlive from backstage as well as regular recording for our YouTube channel. I need to be ready to look happy and like I am having fun. Which I am until I begin to think about what Athena is doing now and with who.

"Manager Bob apologized for breaking your phone. He said he is looking for her. Just give him time." As Tae talks, I look over at the bastard I blame for my current mood.

"Damn Jimin you still holding a grudge?" Jungkook walks up to me a sits on the arm of the couch next to me. I look over at him and he chuckles

"Don't look at me like that I didn't do it." His amusement is annoying me.

"He should have been fired. I know it wasn't an accident that my phone was broken. He should have been fired. Keep him away from me." I got up and stretched to get ready for the cameras that were about to come in.

"You can't know that Jimin. I know you don't like him, but the company decided it was an accident." Jungkook tried to comfort me and its not working. I step away from Kookie and Tae before turning to face them.

"I know it. You see how looks away from me. He actively avoids me, and he never once apologized to me. He knows that I am upset, and he has not made an effort to make it right." They both look at each other and then look at me.

"You are scary when you're angry. Maybe he wants to apologize wants he has found her." I know he is trying his best to comfort me but it's not working. I know that asshole did it on purpose.

"He isn't even looking. You guys, I know he isn't. He was there when you guys came and got me. He knows her address and even if he cannot remember the address, he should remember how to get there or at least send a person to go check. In six weeks, he has accomplished nothing. He isn't trying. Keep him away from me." I walk away as the camera's come in.