Missing in the Storm

Chapter Part 25

Jimin's POV

Tae and Jin left shortly after our walk, something about me needing to bond. I played with the girls for a while, tickling them and making funny faces. After their walk, things got much easier. I got them in their highchairs and fed. I figured out that they like the weird here comes the train thing I've seen on television. I was the cutest thing watching them giggle and eat. Finally getting more food in their mouth and not on their everything else.

"Look at that my child you live." My mother walks in smiling from ear to ear holding a few bags in her hands. Not one bag looked like it had any kind of milk in it. Sparing her a small glance as I wiped the girls' hands and faces so I can remove them from their chairs. "Yes, mother, we all made it. It was a bit of a struggle but Tae and Jin came over to visit and helped me figure a few things out.

"That's good dear. Let me put this stuff in my room I and them I will help you get them in the bath." Nodding I quickly let the girls out and wipe down the chairs while they pull up on the coffee table. I never understood why Athena put the ugly thin water noodle looking things around the coffee table. Now as I watch the girl pull themselves to standing with it I now understand. Not that it helped my nerves any at all when they start to wobble.

It didn't take too long before the girls were in the bed and sleeping soundly. "You look like death son go take a nice shower. I'll make us some tea and we will talk."

Next morning

After talking to my mother last night, I feel a bit better. She just wanted me to get a feel for what every day was like for Athena. After asking her to watch the girls for me I got up early this morning to go shopping. Jin and Tae were right, I need to apologize to Athena. Last night before it went to bed, I extended her stay at the hotel. I also ordered dinner for two to be sent to her room tomorrow night. I had done some research last night and found roses and lilies were the best flowers to say 'I'm sorry to a loved one'. I ordered the biggest bouquet I could find that could be delivered today.

I had sent a message to a friend that I have that works in the jewelry district and I have an appointment to meet in an hour. Kissing my girls and my mom I walk out to the car I had waiting for me. It didn't take long to get there, but I have been wandering the streets with him for two hours. I normally go in and just pick up what catches my eye, but this is important. I want Athena to stay with me and right now I haven't been giving her a reason.

It took me all day to find something that I thought would work. I just wanted to apologize but everyone was trying to sell me wedding rings or engagement rings. Right now I was trying to keep her I doubt she wants to marry me considering how her time here has been. I know I wouldn't. When I finally made it home I had missed lunch. I did have time to play with them before I got ready to go and surprise Athena.

I have never been more nervous than I was right now. Standing in front of the mirror in my closet I look at my outfit. Making sure it fits right and that everything looked good on me. I decided to keep it simple, a pair of black slacks and a grey button-down. "You look great son. She will be happy to see you." She smiled and smoothed her hands over my shoulders removing imaginary dust or wrinkles. "I hope you're right mom." I kiss her forehead as we leave my closet. "Of course I'm right. I'm not just your mother I am also a woman." I leave the house with a smile on my face.

Athena's POV

I spent the day just relaxing and watching television. I even had a nap. That was both the best and worst part of my day. When I woke up my breast are so swollen and tender I want to cry. The first thing I did was try the stupid breast pump but it so much. I hit up google and found that a nice shower might help some. I look like I got a bad boob job they are so swollen. As I brought the water up to temperature I considered the benefits of breastfeeding over my need to never feel like this again.

The shower helped but not as much as I wanted it to. I wanted to walk out of the bathroom with my regular boobs back, that is not what happened. That left the breast pump as my only option unless I wanted to walk home with no top. There is no way on God's green earth I will be putting on a top tonight. I wince as the pressure from the pump pulls milk from my breast. The release in pressure is faster than the shower but still so slow for me. With each pool I can feel more milk dropping, my other breast is even leaking a little. There was a knock on the door, and I want to ignore and relieve the pressure but I am also curious about who it is.

I am surprised as I crack the door to see Jimin standing there. "Hey, can I come in?" I have never seen him look so insecure or nervous. I would have preferred to not open the door topless, but it not like he hasn't seen me naked before. Pulling the door open making sure that I stayed behind it. When he walked in and to say that he was surprised in an understatement.

Jimin's POV

When I walked in the first thing I noticed that she was crying. The second was that her boobs were huge. I could see the veins in them and her nipples are hard and leaking. "What's wrong?" She wiped her eyes and turned to the bed to go sit down.

"I took a nap and forgot to pump first. Normally I would have fed the girls before a nap. I forgot to pump first." As she climbed up on the bed I felt bad for her. Technically I did this to her. "Let me help you." She turned to look at me and looked at me concerned. Then she smiled and shook her head. "It's OK Jimin you don't need to I'll just use the pump it's OK." I watched as she put the pump up to her breast that was leaking and started it. I leaned down and took her nipple into my mouth and gently sucked on it.

It has been a long time since I have been this intimate with her. It was warm and sweet like vanilla milk. I hear a sharp intake of her breath as I drank some more." She gently pushed at my head. I pulled back and looked at her. "You don't need to do that. It's OK." Pushing her back on the bed and holding her hands above her head. Climbing on top of her and straddling her waist. "If it good enough for my girls it's good enough for me. Besides, I miss being like this with you. Close and intimate. Let me do this for you, please."

As she relaxed I pulled her nipple back into my mouth and enjoyed the taste. It has like honey back notes to her milk. No wonder the girls prefer this to the bottle, hell I do too. I did about ten minutes on each breast and was fascinated with how quickly her breast returned to normal.

It felt good to help her now since I spent so much time not helping her. It felt good to hold her again like this. We haven't been intimate since before the girls were born. It was my fault that we haven't been.

"I am sorry Princess. I should have been around more to help you with the girls. I promise to be a better father for our girls and a better partner to you." Climbing off of her to sit next to her on the bed. I pulled the little black box out of my pocket.

"When I got home and found that you were gone I was nervous. When I found out you went with another man I was terrified, that you left me. I know I have not given you much of a reason to believe that I can do better. Please forgive me, Athena. Let me show you I can do better."

A/N: Hello beautiful people. 😁 I miss you guys hope to be more regular soon. I am going to try to have something new up in a few days. It gonna be a bit hard but I miss updating regularly. I hope you enjoy this update. Let me know, vote and comment. (❤ ω ❤) Stay healthy and I will see you in the next update. (づ￣ 3￣)づ