9. The First Time

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You have a hollowed out heart, but it's heavy in your chest

I tried so hard to fight it, but it's hopeless

hopeless, you're hopeless

oh, father, please, father

put the bottle down for the love of a daughter...


                                                - Demi Lovato

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CAUTION!!!!!

Possible Trigger Warning Ahead: Slight Abuse/Taunting/Feeling Up A Minor. Inappropriate Talking, Touching Of A Minor!!!!

PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU DO NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE READING!!!!!


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Aribelle


"Aribelle. My sweet girl.." a voice whispered as big hands shook my 13-year-old body awake. My eyes fluttered open from the intrusion.


"Daddy? What's wrong?" I ask as my vision becomes clear. He stands above me with a wide grin adorning his face as he caresses my cheek.


 He stands above me with a wide grin adorning his face as he caresses my cheek

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"Daddy just wanted to see his baby girl. You're so fucking beautiful baby." He kneeled down beside my bed as he traveled his down from my cheek, wrapping his fingers around my small neck.


"Dad-"


"You're so small and fragile. I could break you," he squeezed his hand tighter and I whimper feeling it become harder to breathe.


I grab onto his much bigger hand with my smaller hands, trying to retract his palm from my neck. My body thrashes around the more I get frustrated from my relentless pulling. Tears begin to gather in my eyes, threatening to fall down my chubby cheeks.


"D-addy! Pl-please let g-go." I struggle to say as he squeezes even hard before finally looking up into my eyes and letting go completely.


I throw myself to the other half of the bed wheezing and struggling to get air into my lungs. My eyes stay locked on his as I catch my breath. He stares blankly at me.


"Come here daddy's sweet girl."


I shake my head violently, pushing myself further away from him before eventually falling off the bed, onto my back. I groan but quickly gather myself and stand to my feet.


His eyes darkened, as he stood from his side of the bed. "I said come here Aribelle. I won't ask you again little girl."


"You're going to hurt me.."


"Daddy would never hurt you, baby. Come to daddy little one."


"No."


He stood still. His body became rigid, his face stunned.


"What did you just say?"


He begins to walk toward me slowly. Like a lion after its prey.


"I-I said no. I don't want to be anywhere near you."


I look around the room, trying to find a way out of the situation. I could feel my hands shaking in fear and my heart pounding against my chest. I look back at him, he smiles down at me before lunging in my direction.


I scream as I jump onto my bed, but he catches my foot and attempts to pull my body against his. I yell louder and turn, kicking him in the face with my other foot making him let go and hold his nose in pain.


I scramble out of the bed as quickly as I can and make my way out of the bedroom. I run down the hall, almost tripping as I hear his loud footsteps following behind me. I run faster, feeling the adrenaline coarse through my veins as fear takes over my body whole. As I finally make it to the stairs I feel my hair being pulled back.


"You little bitch!"


I cry out as he throws me to the floor, still with a firm grasp on my hair.


"I adopt you, take care of you and give you a better life and THIS is how you repay me?!" he pulls me into his room, my back gets floor burned from being pulled along the hardwood floors.


"I'm sorry daddy!"


He throws me on his bed.


"You will be."





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Sorry but the next flashback chapter is going to be even worse than this

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Sorry but the next flashback chapter is going to be even worse than this...

Love y'all, thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy..well not really since this was a sad chapter but you know.. enjoy my book as a whole. I'm going to shut up now.


LATERS!!

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