Powerful words. beautiful words plagued with melancholia.
Leaving you in the dark. the one place i tried to protect you from.
Easing me back into that dull loneliness i feared would return to.
Apathy trickles down my fingertips. the numbness devouring emotions.
Self-condemnation. how could i hurt someone i cared so much for?
Every time. i do this every time. i'm sorry.
Feelings reciprocated but not heard
On both sides. it was not all your fault, nor was it all mine.
Regret. i should have noticed. i shouldn't have fought your proclivity
Giving me hints i was too blind to see.
I never thought you could feel the same.
Vain attempts to show me you cared
Everything was lost to my own self-loathing thoughts. i'm sorry.
My confused heart drifted, leaving yours feeling alone and forgotten.
Every time. every single time, this happens. i'm sorry.
YOU ARE READING
Ruminate
Poetryro͞oməˌnāt verb To think deeply about something. synonyms: think about, contemplate, consider, meditate on I've got a world of thoughts inside my head. I'm just trying to map it all out.
