THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY BOOK TWO (I'll Never Love Again) (girlxgirl)

CH.NINETEEN

For nobody else, gave me thrill-with all your faults, I love you still. It had to be you, wonderful you, it had to be you.

_Frank Sinatra

JAYCEY'S POV

Instead of her butler, Belle opened the door. Her brown eyes had a glint of happiness, her lips were curved into the cutest grin ever; I wondered why. We stood there, on her front door just staring at each other. She'd called me earlier in the morning, telling me she wanted to meet up. To say I was excited is an understatement, I really wanted to see her and her calling me was like a ticket to heaven.

"You came," she spoke, not erasing her grin.

"Yepp, you sounded like you really needed me to."

Her grin grew wider, "Well you had to, it kinda sucks when you fuck someone and the person doesn't cum."

"Oh my god!," I nudged her lightly, I'm sure I was blushing, "You have a dirty mind."

"You used to love it."

"Maybe I still do."

She smirked, I stepped forward to walk inside the house, but she also stepped in my way causing us to gently collide against each other. Her hands fell on my waist so she could keep me from falling, I felt myself get nervous because of how close we were. We both stared into each others eyes, no words shared. I wondered what was on her mind, and I wished that she would kiss me; I needed it.

"You have to put on a blindfold," she said, her lips only a few inches from mine. I screamed internally, Belle was such a tease.

"Why?," my voice came out unsteady, God!, why was I so weak when it came to Isabelle Anderson.

"I have a surprise for you."

"Atleast this time we're not in the woods."

She chuckled, her warm breath fanning on my neck skin as she repositioned her head, her lips grazing the tip of my ear.

"That's a nice memory," she whispered, "But maybe this time we don't need a cruise for that, or your little black dress for me to make you moan my name."

"Belle ---"

Her thumb fell on my lips as she hushed me, "Let me put the blindfold on you and let's begin to make more memorable moments."

I almost melted at the feeling of her thumb on my lips, she smiled again, removing her hand and going behind me. She pushed her body against mine, I wondered if she was doing all this on purpose or if she knew how much my body was dying for her to stay connected to it. I felt the blindfold land on my eyes and waited patiently as she positioned it carefully.

"I'm done," she whispered, coming over to my side and holding my hand in hers, "Come on, let me take you to your surprise."

My curiosity rose up a notch, I wondered what it was that she had up her sleeve. She ushered me inside the house, constantly telling me where to step and when not to. Since I wasn't really familiar with her house yet, I didn't know where she was taking me to. After walking for what I assumed were a couple of minutes we stopped. Belle didn't say anything, I was almost about to say something when her lips fell on mine, I was a bit surprised but I warmed up to the feel of her lips on mine. She kissed me harder, her hands slowly falling down to my waist as she pulled me into her. As much as this wonderful moment began, it ended quicker than I thought.

Belle pulled away from me then removed the blindfold from my eyes. It was a little blurry at first but soon my eyes adjusted and my jaw dropped to the ground.

"Belle this is ---"

"Nothing, as compared to you," she cut me mid-sentence, "Jaycey Davins, I love you so much. There's no place I'll rather be at, other than in your heart. I always mess up, I always hurt you but I'm different now; I've changed. You're the only person I love, the only one I want to be with, I ---"

"What about Leslie?"

"I don't love her, I wish you weren't married Jaycey so I could have you all to myself. You're the only woman on my mind, the only one who I want to be dedicated to. I really do love you, I'm so inlove with you, all of you."

"I love you too Belle, I never stopped loving you and I never will."

You're probably wondering what made my jaw drop to the flow, well let me get to that.

My gaze moved to Belle's surprise. Red roses filled the entire space of her bedroom, some making a heart ontop of her bed. The room smelled like roses, the red dim lights that lit the room made it even more erotic not to talk about the music that lowly played in the background. It was so simple but sophisticated, nothing compared to the cruise but something that I'm sure would lead to the same events that happened on that day.

"Jaycey," she spoke, causing me to look at her again, "I need you, and I want you to need me."

She stepped forward, cupping my face in her hands. I yearned for hers to close the space and just kiss me again.

"I need you."

She gave me a heartfelt smile as I spoke those words. I knew what was coming and before I could think deeper about it, she confirmed it by letting her fingers tangle on the strings of my top. I watched her in anticipation as she slowly pulled the strings down my shoulders and removed my top, her eyes not leaving mine. My eyes also focused her as she watched my breasts before unclipping my brasserie and fully revealing them to her sight.

"Can I?," she nervously let out in a whisper.

I gently smiled, "You don't have to ask."

We both got ontop of the bed, she placed her lips inbetween my breasts and lightly kissed my skin, trailing her lips down to my stomach and stopping where my jeans began. Her eyes bore into mine, and I smiled reassuringly. She unbuttoned my jeans, unzipping them and slowly removing them from my body, leaving me in only my underwear but not for too long because she took that off too.

"Belle wait," my voice came out hoarse. She instantly stopped, her gaze falling on me yet again, "I don't want to rush it."

"I don't either."

I licked my bottom lip, she broke our gaze, looking down at my bareness which made me blush, "Belle, I want to see you. I want to see you naked."

She seemed surprised, her mouth curved into a smirk and she let out a low chuckle. I slowly pulled away from underneath her, using all my strength to exchange our positions and get her below me.

"You want to take initiative," she asked, looking flustered.

"I want to be the one that strips you Belle."

I didn't allow her the chance to answer me back, my lips fell on the crook of her neck and I kissed her as my fingers fumbled with the buttons of her shirt.

"Don't be tense," I whispered, "We've done this before."

I didn't understand why she wasn't relaxed but I knew she needed this as much as I did. I finished unbuttoning her shirt, then took off her own brasserie. I noticed a scar right below her left breast, it had never been there before so it triggered my curiosity but I kept quiet; instead placing my lips on it and giving it a gentle kiss. I moved lower down her body, making my way to her shorts. Her breathing had picked up a bit, and when I dragged down her underwear using my teeth she let out a rugged breath.

"You're still sexy as ever," I smirked, my eyes falling on her again.

"I doubt that," she chuckled, "I'm sure you did notice a couple of scars here and there."

"You're still sexy to me," I shrugged it off. She frankly was still drop dead gorgeous, even with her scars.

"Now can we get to the fucking each other part, I'm kinda horny here."

I laughed, obviously she was horny; I was too. But I wanted to kiss her first so I did that, I was excited about what was going to happen right after. After four years of not having to sleep with Belle, I finally was going to. My heart swelled with lovely emotions at the thought of it.