Countdown ~TsukiHina~

~2~

~Tsukishima~

In two days, my damn boyfriend is going to die. I know that's a horrible thought to be thinking and I should probably be focusing on making our last two days together the best two days of our lives, a happy last two days for him, but I can't help but be hung up on it. I mean, it seems so surreal and not in a good way. In two days time, well, it'll be the last time I ever see him, my little sunshine. It's tearing me apart and I don't know what to do. Is it selfish of me not to tell him? Maybe if I told him, he'd be able to live out his last moments to the fullest but, then again, I wan't him to be as happy as he always is. If I told him now, how would he react? Would he have regrets for passing up so many opportunities? Would he be angry at me for not telling him sooner? Oh god, he'd definitely be angry at me. What if he breaks up with me? No, I definitely can't tell him. I can't risk him breaking up with me, not in these last two days.

"Kei!" I hear the voice and look up, seeing Shoyo from across the school yard. I stop leaning on the gate and take his hand once he reaches me, which takes a while because his legs are fucking tiny. This boy's really about to die at five foot five, huh? I shouldn't think that, that's really bad! He's literally going to die in two days! "Hey baby, sorry I took so long the teacher kept me after class."

"Why? Because you fell asleep in class again?" I chuckle and squeeze his hand a little as we start walking. "Well, I'm not disappointed and I'm also not surprised so that's a win on both fronts for you." I lean down and kiss the top of his head. "So I guess, as a prize, I'll walk you home." As a prize, my ass. I just want to spend as much time with him as I can but can you really blame me?

I watch as his precious little face lights up. Fuck I'm going to miss that. "Really? You will?" He basically wraps himself around my arm and clings onto me and, god fucking damn it, it's adorable. "Aww Kei thank you! Thank you thank you thank you!" Is it just me or is Hinata acting more... well, excited? Wait no, scrap that he's always this hyper I'm just making a big deal out of nothing as per fucking always.

"Hey, there's no need to get so thankful and excited, I'm your boyfriend, it's basically my job." I plaster on a smile, wait that might be weird for me, never mind I've done it now. "But you better be grateful because for me this is a two hour walk in the wrong direction." I chuckle a little, nothing's funny it just felt right, and ruffle his hair yet again.

"Hmm, ok! I'll make it worth your while!" Ohoho is he now? Fuck I need to stop thinking like that! Shoyo is innocent and close to his death bed and it's fucked up of me to think like that. "Kei? Baby?" Oh, I must've zoned out. I look down, straight into his eyes as he stares back up at me. I won't lie, it's a very intense stare. Can he read my thoughts? If he can read my thoughts I am fucked with a capital f.

"Yes Sho?" Wait, he definitely can't read my thoughts because he doesn't look like he's about to kill me. He still looks intense though. Is something wrong? Oh god, what if someone told him? Yachi and Yamaguchi both know, they might've told him he's going to die soon! Wait no, neither of them know about the decrease in the number, I think we're ok on that front.

Ok, now he's messing around with his fingers. It's almost like he's nervous. There's definitely something wrong with him today. "No no it's nothing! You just...you zoned out right when I was about to give you something..." He mumbles but I still hear him loud and clear. Well, as close to loud and clear as I can anyway.

I tilt my head slightly and furrow my brow. "Give me something? What do you want to give me Hina?" Whatever this is, it better be something good I can remember him by. Wait no, that might not be a good idea, I'll just end up crying and I don't cry. Well, I cried the other day when I saw the number drop but that doesn't count! You know what, forget it! I do cry, but only over Shoyo!

He bit his lip and reaches into his pocket. Whatever it is, it must be small if he can fit it in his pocket. "Well I... I want to spend my life with you and..." He pulls out a small box and shoves it into my hands. "We're not old enough to get married so I got promise rings instead!"

My hands are very shaky as I take the box, I'm kind of scared I'm going to drop it. Oh god, I want to accept so bad but I can't be promised to someone who's going to die before next week! "Sho I..." But I can't break his little heart, not right now, I want him to be happy so guess what, I'm accepting. I put my familiar smirk back on and open the box, putting one ring on his finger and the other on mine. "That was the most shit proposal I've ever seen. I'm only accepting this because I love you."

His little face lights up and it warms my damn heart. "Seriously? Oh my god!" And then he's hugging me, his face buried in my chest and he keeps thanking me, over and over again. I smile, just a little, and wrap my arms around him, resting one of my hands on the back of his head. What have I just done? Shoyo's going to die, if I haven't mentioned that already, and now we're fucking promised to one another. But that's ok, right? Because we both love each other and that's all that matters. It'll be ok and I'm determined to make these last two days everything he's ever wanted.

~So long story short, I don't know how the fuck a proposal is supposed to happen. The closest I've got to something like this is literally the sims but that's ok because I got the point of the chapter across. I hope you liked it! And what did you think about Shoyo's little 'gift'? Also yes, I did change my username from MissWolfbud to TheRaspberryPancake. I felt like it.~