When Heathers meets Mean Girls

My Thoughts

So this is kind of weird. I guess this is really just me talking about the story because I feel like I'm bothering my friends if I ever talk about it or like I'm flexing, because this story has almost 5k reads, which by the way, thank you so so much, but none of them have a story with this many views, so I feel like it's making them feel bad. You guys don't have to read any of this if you don't want to, but I'm just sort of using this as a space to write down my thoughts about this story.

I feel like I have too many plot points going on in the story. Like the whole Lydia and Jason thing, the Kurt, Ram and Regina thing against Veronica, a bunch of different sort of ships and crushed like Janis x Mcnamara, and I think Veronica x Cady, but Jason likes Veronica? I'm not sure, I haven't checked in a while, but I think it's bad if I can't even remember the ships and stuff. I know I definitely need to get rid of some things like that. I notice a lot of people point out how JD was alive in one chapter but in the next, he blew himself up. And the. later, he's alive again. To be honest, I don't know what that's about, and I need to figure it out or something. But this entire story is everywhere. Also, random side note, just ignore my paragraphs, it makes me feel better for some reason. But anyways, getting back on track, it's sort of weird what this story has become.

I've never really thought any of my writing was that good, but this story has been blowing up. And frankly, it makes me a little stressed that I have so much happening in the story and I'm trying to make sure not one Heather or Plastic is getting most of the spotlight, I'm trying to space it out, but I'm not doing a very good job of that. It makes me wanna delete or discontinue the story, but everybody is so supportive and they want more, and if the people want more, then I want to give them what they want. It's in my people pleaser nature.

Motivation is getting more difficult for me. I'm still so passionate about the musicals, but I guess it's just difficult to be able to write in this. I don't know why the motivation isn't where it once was. Maybe it's because writer's block is occurring more, but there's no such thing as an author who never has writer's block. I don't know what this has turned into. I'm gonna stop bothering people with this, and I'll try to be back soon. I love you all, thank you so much.