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thirty one

warning: long ass conversation!! 💀

harry
kennie?

ken doll 💟
what's up boo?

harry
can i vent? 👉👈

ken doll 💟
uh oh, harry needs to vent. 👀

ken doll 💟
how serious is it?

harry
very..

ken doll 💟
oh shit, does zayn and niall know about one another?

harry
no.

harry
but it's about them. ☹️

ken doll 💟
okay, what's wrong then hun?

harry
i really like them. 👉👈

ken doll 💟
lol, tell me something i don't know.

harry
ken, you don't understand.

ken doll 💟
harry, i think i know how crushes work. 🙄

harry
it's not that. it's just that i like them so so much.

harry
to the point where i can't be without one of them.

harry
sometimes i want both of them at the same time, but i know that's not possible. ☹️

ken doll 💟
now that's a situation..

harry
i really like them ken and i don't know what to do anymore. 😔

ken doll 💟
do you think it's more than just a crush?

harry
maybe. it's too soon to tell, but i do know that i want something long term with them.

harry
but i feel really bad now for being dishonest. ☹️

harry
i want to be with them both.. but i don't want to continue lying.

ken doll 💟
okay, just sort your feelings out haz.

ken doll 💟
how do you feel about them individually harry?

harry
well, zayn.. he's sweet, and really nice. i love that he always takes care of me and takes my feelings into consideration. he's nothing but a big softie hiding behind a tough facade. and he's sexy as hell and works wonders in the bedroom 😍 so that's a bonus. i absolutely adore him. ☹️

harry
niall on the other hand is a bit more complicated. 😔

harry
he's super hot and good-looking. he's also mind-blowing when it comes to sex, but.. there's not really anything else there.

ken doll 💟
what do you mean? i thought you liked niall.

harry
i do like niall, so much actually. he gives me this thrill and excitement. i like how he's rough and how he manhandles me. it gives me a rush, and i like it.

harry
he's mean as hell, and i liked it at first. it was a huge turn on, it still is. but, now that i'm developing these deep feelings..i would like him to be nice too sometimes. ☹️

harry
be nice to me, compliment me, tell me i'm beautiful, or take care of me after our activities. just show me some sign that he cares. ☹️

ken doll 💟
i guess that's just how he is, haz. i don't really know what to say.

ken doll 💟
how long have you been feeling this way? you never told me before.

harry
i guess it has always been there. but it just randomly hit me yesterday after niall left. ☹️ i don't know, i just felt really bad. then zayn came over and i felt better, but i still felt bad too. i was just so confused.

ken doll 💟
i think that's what happens when you are starting to fall for two people babe. you get confused, it happens. i just pray that you are able to sort this out and figure out what to do next before it's too late. if they find out about one another, it could just be over. i don't want you to do that to yourself haz. behind that "man slut" persona you put on, you're a kind, caring, selfless guy harry and you deserve nothing but the best.

harry
thank you ken. ☹️

ken doll 💟
you'll figure out what to do, just follow your heart, as dumb as that sounds.

harry
i will try. thank you kennie, i needed that.

ken doll 💟
anytime, haz. ❤️

harry
i'm gonna nap now, but you should come over later. ❤️

ken doll 💟
i will, have a nice nap haz, see you.

harry
see you, ken.

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okay, tell me what you think? please.

things about to start getting serious now.

x