Love in Vengeance

12

Since that day we became close with each other. We always talk every night. Pag nasa work naman siya he always texted me. Naging maayos narin ang trato sakin nila Sylvia.

Gaux is like my younger sister already, she always open up her problems, minsan nga tungkol sa crush niya tsaka nang hihingi pa ng advice.

"Ate, what will you do if you have a crush to this person but he doesn't like you?" Biglang tanong niya habang nagluluto ako.

Tutal good mood ako, bibigyan ko siya ng advice.

"Naku, basic lang 'yan. First step, akitin mo!" I joked and she chuckled.

"Ate naman haha. I'm still young." Napaka maria clara naman netong batang ito!

"Kaya nga bata ka pa, 'wag ka munang mag crush-crush."

"Hehe, crush lang naman ate eh!" She pouted. "If you'll not help me, sasabihin ko kay kuya na gusto mo siya." She giggled.

What the? San naman niya nakuha yung idea na yan?!

"Fyi, wala akong gusto sa kuya mo noh!"

"I always saw you ate. Lagi kang nakatingin sakanya, para ngang pinagpapantasyahan mo siya!" She said while giggling.

Sino ba naman kasing hindi maattract?! Ang hot niya kaya lalo na pag galing siya sa pool! After niyang mag swimming. Damn those abs!

"Ito na mag aadvice na'ko. If you really like him, confess your feelings. Sumugal ka, malay mo gusto karin pala niya. Wala namang mawawala pag susubukan mo 'diba? Pero pag ayaw, it's his loss." I smiled. "Gaux always remember na babae tayo, we don't chase men. It's the other way around."

Halos dalawang buwan narin akong andito. Hindi ko alam kung itutuloy ko pa yung plano namin ni Chyze. She's asking me for the progress about the plan. I'm just replying good.

Wala akong balak na gawin yung plano. Lahat ng pinapakita ko kay Mav is all true and genuine, I have a pure intension. Because I dont want to play others feeling, I'm scared that in the end ako rin pala ang matatalo. He's kind hindi mahirap na magkagusto sakanya, he's responsible ang caring pa! He's a nice friend.

"Hey! Are you okay?" Biglang sulpot ni Mav sa tabi ko. I am here sitting at the bench, nagpapahangin. Gabi na pero hindi parin ako inaantok.

I nod. "Bakit ka andito?"

"I can't sleep."

"Oh, bat naman? Wait me here I'll make you milk." I said at tatayo na sana nang pigilan niya ako.

"I can't sleep... I'm thinking of someone... special." He said and I felt a pain on my chest. What the heck is happening to me. This couldn't be! I smiled bitterly at him.

"I bet that someone is very lucky." Hindi ko namalayan na nasabi ko pala ito.

"Why...Why did you say so?" He asked at nagpipigil nang tawa. The girl is truly lucky because Mav is an ideal guy. We've been friends he's very supportive and caring to mo. Minsan nga pag nag cracrave ako I texted him para magpabili ako ng pagkain tsaka babayaran kodin dito pero hindi niya pinapabayad sakin. He also helps me in my chores sometimes.

Ayoko naman lagyan ng meaning yung mga pinapakita niya sa'kin. Ayokong umasa because I know in the end that I'll get hurt. Siguro I'll try to distance myself from him. I don't know if I already like him... Maybe I was just attached he became my best friend here.

"U-uh... Ang... ma...malas pala nang someone special mo."

He chuckle. "Edi malas ka?" My eyes get bigger. I was shocked... he looks so serious... I don't know what to say I felt awkward. "Yanna, I like you." I looked at him, and I can see his sincerity through his meteor grey eyes.

"You...you want me?" I asked him.

"Yes, Yanna and I'm willing to court you." Lalong uminit ang aking pisngi. And my heart beats fast.

"What... Bakit ako?"

"Bakit hindi ikaw?" Tanong niya pabalik.

"Mav, magkaiba tayo nang mundong kinagagalawan." Actually... I think... I also like him... pero I always think of my cousin.

"I don't fucking care with our social status, Yanna."

Why is he like this, bakit kahit hindi ko naman ginawa yung plano namin feeling ko ako parin yung talo. I liked him too... but there's a hindrance.

"Mav, you don't understand me—-." He cut me off.

"Basted na ba ako? Hindi pa nga ako nanliligaw Yanna, why don't give me a chance..."

"Mav...hindi mo ba nakikita...hindi tayo bagay. Langit ka... lupa lang ako... You deserve better..."

"No yanna... I deserve the best...And you are the best!"

I smiled at him.

"Bat mo ako gusto?"

"Honestly I dont know but you're perfect."

"Nobody is Perfect, Kai Maverick." Madiin kong sabi.

"You're not nobody, Xcianna." I was amused. It's my first time na tawagin niya ako sa pangalan ko mismo.

"Hindi ka ba mahihiya kapag kasama mo ako? I am just your maid..."

"I don't care, yun lang ba ang inaalala mo?" He asked and look seriously at my eyes.

"Mav, inaalala ko yung image mo... you should date a girl na may maipagmamalaki."

"May maipagmamalaki ka naman huh..." I raised my brow. "You're adorable face and sexy body."

Gosh. Ano bang nakita niya sakin, I'm scared to fall in love with him... I know he'll hate me... If he'll know the truth... That I just disguised my self... That this is all a plan... I want to stop my self habang hindi pa malalim ang nararamdaman ko.

Tsaka ano nalang mararamdaman at maiisip ng pinsan ko? She would think na niloko ko siya.

"I'm... I'm sorry Mav..." I smiled bitterly. I can see the amusement painted on his face. "You don't deserve me..." I said and turn my back against him but he grab my arm.

"I deserve you, baby. Ako lang ang may karapatan sayo... Always keep that in mind." And he left be dumfounded.

My knees are trembling, I don't know what to do next. Kaya dahan dahan akong naglakad papunta sa kwarto ko. I also took a shower para mahimasmasan!

May gusto sakin si Mav... Is he serious? Mukha naman siyang seryoso kanina and I dont doubt him.

Feeling ko ayoko na lumabas dito sa kwarto, feeling ko may crimen akong ginawa. Ayoko na siyang makasalubong it's awkward. Tsaka maybe his treatment will be cold as ice.

Don't overthink yanna! Wala lang naman sakanya 'yun eh, he can get what he wants. Wala ka lang sakanya, so don't assume na maapektuhan siya sa ginawa mo!