The Untold Cuddle

Chapter 12: Out for drinking

/Amber/

"Guys I need to go to the CR." Sam says.

"Wait Sam, you need to tell us something." Top shyly says.

"what should I tell you?" Sam innocently asks.

"Just tell Amber what is our connection and tapos na, please tell him the truth."

"Truth about what? Connection with you, our past? Huh?!" Sam looks intensified and I have no idea what they were talking about.

Leigh look down and said. "I was the one who told Top na hindi ka pa nakaka move on."

"is that matter? Moving on is not easy but I have proven na mas okay nalang na lumayo."

Dahil nasabi nga ni Leigh kay Top earlier his ex ain't done with him.

"Amber! I'm really sorry but I haven't moved yet with my Ex, yes Top was my Ex and I think it's not good to go around with you." I felt Bad for Sam because his my friend.

"Top, I ain't done loving you, I always visit your social media, follow every steps you take and I missed how you care for me! Is that good enough to hear na hindi pako tapos mag mahal sa taong nagmamahal na ng iba?"

I almost cry dahil ngayon ko lang nakikitang umiiyak yung kaibigan ko at nararamdaman ko ang sakit na nararamdaman niya.

Sam walked out and I saw Top from my peripheral view that he followed him and I'm about to stand para sumunod but Marco stopped me.

"Let them talk and alam kong maayos ni Top yan."

"Bakit hindi nalang si Top ang nagsabi sakin about sa kanila ni Sam? Bakit si Sam pa ang kailangang mag sabi?"

"Amber, I know na hindi pa nakaka move on si Sam kaya gusto ko sana magkaroon sila ng closure so I told Top and sabi niya si Sam na daw ang magsasabi ng lahat para marelease niya." Leigh answered my question.

I saw how Sam hugged tightly Top and I know they had a good journey in their relationship but they need to separate ways.

"Why Sam goes out? I need to follow him just wait for me here!" he's still my friend at never mapapantayan ng ibang relationship ang pagkakaibigan. 

Top walk next to me.

"hey Sam." I hugged Sam from his back.

"why are you following me?!" I heard how his voice cracked.

"I'm still your friend and don't forget what we used to do everytime, dont loss our friendship just because of that fvcking love!" I whispered.

"Love him all you can and please don't hurt him like what I did, don't worry I'm here for you." Sam answered.

"Thank you Sam but I would love him if he tend to love me back." Then Sam walk towards his car and left.

"you said you would love me if I tend to love you back? What if I said I love you right now? Even last day, last month or last year I do love you." Top says.

"Uh! don't be fool, taking advantage sa situation huh?!" I feel how hotness perch my cheeks and I saw Top laughing because I saw my face in a car mirror blushing right now.

Pumasok kami ni Top sa bar.

"hey guys inom na tayo!" Marco says.

We awkwardly drink and talk about Sam.

"Sorry to tell this but we need to be happy huh! Atleast Top and Sam had their closure." Leigh says with happiness.

"Cheers! For more acceptance and freedom to us!" Marco shouted for a toast.

I think madami ng nainom si Leigh at Marco nung nasa labas kami dahil tipsy na sila. It's been late in the morning and 3:00 o'clock is the closing time of the bar.

"Hey Top? Are you drunk? It's been 2:45 in the morning and yet we're here. Leigh and Marco went home but we? still here!" Too much alcohol can kill this guy, he fall asleep and light-headed.

"ah! Let me sleep, my fvcing head would eat me if I'm not going to sleep now." He whispered.

"Let's go home or I'm the one who will eat your head." I'm too desperate to go home because I felt bad for my head too.

"Yeah! Lets go home and eat me up all night haha!"

"Are you drunk or under the influence of drugs? What a pervert mind!"

I tried to carry him inside the car and we slept both inside my car because I need to rest first before I drive home.

"I still love you Amber, you're still my first love." He whispered from nowhere and still asleep.

"I do love you too Top even you're the worst nightmare happened at me"

I've woke up after sleeping for an hour and we go home.

"Top lets get inside to sleep better." I think we can't take our morning class dahil it's already 4:00 and 6:30 ang start ng klase ko sa Business Finance namin.

"huh? Okay but I can't go home, pwede bang dito muna ako?" He's still out of his mind sinabi ko na ngang pumasok na muna kami.

"ahhh! Okay! okay! But be sure! No more pervert ideas huh!" because he always think rude.

"Ughhh! Sure."

I gave him a hot compress then take of his black stripped shirt and gave him lukewarm water to cool off his drunk head but suddenly he grab my nape and tried to talk nearly my ears and said. "don't get too attached to someone, I'll be the one who will get into your nerves!" Then he tried to reach for my kiss and I have no choice to resist so his rossie warm lips touches mine passionately and see his gentle features, deep expressions from his face and his intense brown colored eyes.