Pen Pals

Weird talks

Johnny, Joe and I were talking about Brianós. Johnny was excited, but Joe was mad. He had no right to be mad, but this heffa is unpredictable.

"I'm sorry I forced it to happen." Joe dropped his head, slowly eating his ice cream.

It was hot and sunny today, but we all wore onesies and snuggled up on the sofa. Joe was on my left eating strawberry and banana ice cream, Johnny ate pecan and peanut butter ice cream and I ate good ole chocolate and mint. The tv was on in the background, but no one knew what kind of shit was on.

"Was he big?" Hesitantly asked Joe.

"What?" I said with disbelief.

"Did he helped rid Seung Ti Kwung?" He looked right into my face, coming a little too close to me.

I hit his forehead with my spoon and sighed. Sometimes size doesn't matter, especially if you don't know how to use it. Thing is, Ty wasn't as small as they assumed. He was thicker than Bri and definitely knew how to work it. - WAIT WHAT THE FUCK AM I ON ABOUT-

"Ooo she's thinking about it." Joe squinted his eyes.

"Uh oh... I don't think Brianós helped." Pitifully groaned Johnny.

"Brianós was so hot though!" Joe squealed and so I slapped his thigh. My ear got dammit.
"Sorry." He dropped his head again.

I swear when conversing with these two it's sometimes pointless. They always going back and forth points, which can easily confuse someone.

"Seems she like the Asian better!" Laughed Johnny.

"Brianós is- well was a colleague. There no romantic connection and he was a shit fuck. He hit the spot a couple of times, but he has no control." I blurted out, still sorta frustrated thinking about it.

"But I bet when you was with Seung Ti he treated you like gold? Did he cover every kind of canvas and more some? Did he make you weak beyond your cor-"

"Enough..! Joe you're a perv with a big ass nose." I joked in an angry tone, causing joe to gasp.

"You really think I have a big nose? Brother! Told you I needed to get a nose job!" Joe jumped up and ran to the hallway mirror.

Johnny and I looked at each other. Johnny whispered "Really?" To me, as if he wasn't happy. I flicked his chin.

"I was insinuating that you're nosy! Come sit your ass down before I eat your ice cream." I laughed at the overly dramatic man.

Thing is he was right. Ty on our flipping first one night stand gave me the pleasure of a lifetime. Prior to Ty I had only had sex once, but it didn't consist one ounce of pleasure. The guy legit popped the cherry and I pushed him off and cried my way home. I couldn't hack 3 minutes of a willy being within me, even though the guy was nice enough to go VERY slow and take it easy. I knew for some girls doing it for the first time could hurt, but during university I was sick of being the only virgin. Plus I wanted to empathise with my friendly acquaintances, at the time. But that pain I felt... ooo child... I wasn't trying to get dicked anytime soon.

In that club though, the alcohol brought out my suppressed feelings. Ty just had a chemistry I was drawn to, so I went along with it. I was completely out of character. Then the times after that, the feeling was really good, so I just presumed all sex felt as good as that. Brianós proved me wrong.

Is it bad to say I miss how Seung Ti made me feel? He sometimes looked at me deeply, like he would stare at me and be in deep thoughts, which was a little awkward, but I know why now. To know that I fucked my pen pal... wow! The odds of that happening coincidentally is crazy. Not just that, he was my fucking boss. My old best friend was not just my boss, but was my fuck buddy... and HE KNEW ABOUT IT!