HOOR POV:I kept changing my position on the bed while laying on it. Saira's words were replaying in my head since dinner. They were coming tomorrow?
I take a deep breath and sit on my bed while running my fingers through my hair as the thoughts were making me go a little panic.
"No...I-i am not ready...this early to face them. I am... not ready... It was, it was a mistake I should have never come here. I should have refused, been stubborn...I-I what the hell will I do now?"
My mother had two more sisters and one brother. My mother was the youngest one. Aunt Aqra was the oldest. She had two twins Eman and Usman. Eman was two minutes elder than her brother Usman. Then, Aunt, Aysha had only one child. Then Uncle Abbas had two daughters Saira, who was my age fellow and Amna and then my mother.
I still had not met with Aunt Ayesha and knowing that she and her family would be coming tomorrow, made me feel frightened. I bit my lips hard as I felt the taste of blood. I grab my shirt and tried to calm myself but I couldn't.
'They are coming to Tomorrow.' I kept mumbling that while looking around in anxiety to calm myself. I was going crazy. I had gone crazy as horrible thoughts filled in my mind.
I suddenly stand up from my place and stride straight into the bathroom recklessly. I opened the shower and step in the water as my tense body relax the moment cold water touch my head. I released a breath of relief and sit on the floor letting the water work its way. My clothes get wet but I didn't care about them.
I didn't know for how long I just sit there letting the water run through me. I closed my eyes and slowly stand and closed the shower before changing my clothes. I walked toward my bed and lay on it thirdly.
When my thought came to him. And that time I didn't stop myself from thinking about him I was too mentally exhausted to stop myself.
I didn't know if he will come or not, because he was in the army and it will be hard for him to come, but deep down I want to see him, just for once, only for a minute. I was not gonna ask for more other than seeing his face. I could...I could at least wish that.
I looked at the clock and sigh in disappointment, it was seven A.m in the morning. I was up the whole night so there was no point in sleeping now. I slowly get up from my bed and walked toward the door and close It behind me before walking toward Saira's room hoping that she would be awake at this time.
I came after years and it was time for me to at least take a step. I can't just sit in the corner and let everyone get pointed at me for my weird behavior. Also, my brother told me that it was best for me to get along with everyone so I don't get stressed while relatives.
And I will do what my brother told me. I would come out of my shell and will convey to someone what my brother wanted me to do. I knocked on the door and opened it slightly.
I sighed in relief when I saw that she was already awake and was doing something on her laptop not noticing my presence. I knocked on the door again a little louder than before.
This time she looked up from the laptop and smiled at me. "Hoor, Assalam o Alikum hey come in. Why are you standing there?"
"Walaikum Assalam sorry for disturbing you," I said while closing the door behind me. I bit my lips nervously and walked toward her.
"No, you didn't, I was just checking my emails."I nodded and sat on her bed not knowing what to do. She closed her laptop and randomly started talking about her childhood memories. We were catching up on a lot of things that we missed. The awkwardness wasn't there anymore and I was getting a little relaxed with her.
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He Found Me. (Complete)
Romance(COMPLETE) When your heart shatters, and your soul feels distant, lost. When you realize he may never be yours in the end, the hope that once burned so brightly starts to fade. That person, the one you thought would stand by you through everything...