He Found Me. (Complete)

PART 9

HOOR POV:

I looked up exhausted and went into shock when I saw him standing there. My heart skip a beat and my hold on the door handle tightened unconsciously. My mind went on full alert as I coerce myself to calm down.

"Um... Yo-you need anything." I asked and licked my suddenly dry lips. I need water. I looked at his chin and force myself to not look up at his eyes because I know I won't be myself if I did that.

"I want to come inside." My grip tightens a little on the handle as I gulp the knot that was forming in my throat. I shook my head as my heart started to beat fast and mistakenly looked into his eyes as a breath left me.

"No, it's late." I mentally patted the back of my shoulder at how my voice came out strong. I bit my lower lips and once again was bout to close the door but he pushed it open making me stumble back a little.

"Main pouch nai raha tha." Fear started to fill in me as I watched him with wide eyes when he walked into my room. "Or tum sa milna ka liya muja waqt dakhna ki zarurat nai."

Translation: "I wasn't asking. And I don't need to check the time to meet you."

My hands trembled as my breath fastened. I watched him sitting on my bed as he put his coat on the bed and rolled his black shirt sleeves up showing me his viny arms, making me close my mouth at the view.

"Look I don't know why you are here but it's a-" he cut me off.

"Are you scared of me?" I looked up at him speechless and force myself to look away and swallowed the words from leaving.

Silence filled in my room as I glared at the ground. I heard him getting from his place standings right in front of me making me look up as I gasped. One more step and our noses would be touching that was how he was so close standing to me.

My mouth dried and I was about to take a step back when he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me toward him making a squeal leave my mouth as a shiver run down my spine. My heart felt like it would burst out at any second.

Uh oh.

Too closed.

I skimmed at him with my eyes widened.

"Wha-What are y-yoou doing? Let go." I pushed his chest a little to get some space but to my luck, he only tightened his hold around me bringing me, more closer to him.'I am going to die.'

"And why would I do that?" He moved his face closer to mine making me turn my head away from him as my cheeks were then facing him. I continually take deep breaths in as the black dots started to appear in my vision as the memories of the past slowly started to creep into my mind making me go a little panic.

"Why do you want me to stay away from you?" He grabbed my face with one hand and turned my face toward him. My body stilled when my eyes meet him and my mind went blank. My hands were no longer trembling because of his eyes... His eyes were so captivating that I could stare at them the whole day. His gaze flickered and many emotions were in them making a deep breath released from me. Those emotions I was unknown off

My hands were still on his chest. I cast my eyes down and my gaze went to my hands which were placed on his chest. I was staring at them when a thought came into my mind making tears filled in my eyes as I push him away from me softly as his grip Loosed. I turned around, my back was facing him not wanting him to see me like this.

He will never accept me. When he will know the truth. He will leave me right away. He...He deserved someone better, someone, who's pure, someone..... who is not me.

I take a deep breath in and said.

"You need to leave." My voice came out shaky as I again take a deep breath in. Imagine pushing someone away from you for their betterment, when they mean the world to you because you know. You know they are not gonna be there for you. You know there will be no future with them. You know they will leave when they find out the truth.

I turned around when there was no sound from him moving, my fell a little open as I stare at him in disbelief. He was again sitting on my bed all relaxed. My jaw clenched and I glared at him.

"I am talking to you!"

"With whom?" A small smirk was playing on his lips making me take two steps toward him and grabbed him by his arm and pulled him.

"With you now leave my room." I groan at how he didn't budge from his place like not at all.

"I have a name." He said and I raised my eyebrow.

"I know."

"Then say it." I stared at him and released a tired sigh before looking away. He was looking so relaxed that it bother me to annoy him and because of that, I felt a little anger to myself. Why the hell was I like this in front of him? Why can I not even say a single thing to him?

"Say my name, Hoor." His voice gets darker and I turned my head before walking toward the bathroom to avoid him. Suddenly my arm was being grabbed and I was pulled back my head hit on his head making my vision blur a little for a second but his hold on me was tight.

"Never turn your back on me." He whispered dangerously closed in my ears making my legs weak as I closed my eyes. I am going to die.

I tried to push him away and huff in announce and helplessly looked up at him since was taller than me.

"You only have to say my name and then I will leave... Only for now." I stared at him.

"No."

"I don't mind standing this close to you all night." Why was he so... So impossible. Why his stubborn ass did not understand that his closeness was affecting me!

"I change my mind." He suddenly said making me dart into his eyes in confusion before looking away as I bit my lips in discomfort.

"You either say my name or I will have my ways with you to tell me why are you avoiding me." My heart skips a beat at his threat and I tried to step away from him while looking at him in panic. His eyes darkened a little and he wrapped his arm around my waist and take a step toward me.

"I-I- I wi-will...S-SSI" I shuttered breathlessly while struggling to be away from him.

"What is it.. hmm." He put his head on my shoulder making my inner self die at his gesture. "Y-you need to le-lea-ve."

"Say my name first"

He takes another step forward with me in his arms as my back hit the wall and I gasped. "S-Sikander," I whispered while looking down at my floor and closing my eyes in embarrassment. He grabbed my chin and make me look at him, he closed the little distance that we had between us. "Look into my eyes then say it."

I looked into his eyes, losing the only hold I had on myself right there.

"Sikandar." I softly whispered while looking into his eyes. His eyes spark a little as I lower my head and place it on his chest and once again water filled in my eyes as one tear slips. I turned my head and pushed him away from me with all my powers.

He stumbled back a little with a look of a little stunned. I bit my lips and was thankful for the fact that the room was filled with darkness. I told myself a thousand times that what I was doing was just for him. He deserves better.

"You need to leave, Now." I pointed toward the door and held myself back. Don't cry, don't cry be strong just for a while.

I glared at the ground and felt his hard stare at me. Without saying a word he walked toward the door with me right behind him to close the door.

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