Finding Him // c.d SEQUEL TO COME BACK

Chapter 16

By now Cameron and I were officially over, kinda. Well all his fans knew about it, and hated me, so it is kind of clear we're over.

It's six weeks, and Cameron has never really been home. I've worn my wig a lot more, it looks just like my real hair, you can't even tell its fake.

Cameron and I have said, at the most, 10 words to each other; which mostly consist of 'hi' and 'hey.'

It's been awkward and it sucks so much. I guess I have the right to be mad at him and he has the right to be mad at me.

Anyways, enough about me. Kenzie and Jack Johnson are a thing, which is so cute. They started dating when JJ finally had the guts to ask her out. Everyone knew that they were going to date sooner or later, it was really obvious.

Cameron looked a lot happier, and Ryan even said that there was a kissing seen, which I'm fine with, I guess.

He's not mine anymore and I can't control him. He can date whoever he wants and kiss whoever he wants.

I haven't done anything interesting in the past weeks, just the normal things; swimming and hanging out with Kenzie and the boys.

It actually sucks because Cameron, Nash, Matt, Jack G., and Jack J. are making a guest appearance on digi-tour 'slay bells' which started a week ago. They're taking Ryan with them so it's just gonna be Kenzie, Bella (our dog), and I for the weekend.

Oh ya, it's December and Cameron's movie premieres on the 10th. I really proud of him actually, but I don't know if I'm gonna go to the premiere, which is on Sunday.

The boys are leaving today (Thursday) and coming back on Saturday. "Bye Ryan," I say giving him a hug one last time, "keep me updated on everything that happens."

"Okay mother," he says and smiles.

"Whatever," I roll my eyes and he grabs his bag. I walk back inside because it was actually cold out, it's never cold in California. It's probably because it rained the day before, which never happens.

Kenzie goes out and hugs him and the other guys, I just hugged Ryan, because if I hugged the other guys, then I might have to hug Cameron.

She walks back inside as I sit on the kitchen counter and eat some goldfish. "It's gonna be really boring this weekend," she starts, "but Cameron's premiere is Sunday"

"Ya, the movie looks really good." I shrug, I say the trailer and the short second were it showed him kissing Lia, I cringed.

"Ya, so are you gonna come to the premiere?"

"I don't know," I shrug and cross my legs.

"You should."

"Ya but seeing him on a giant HD screen, looking really hot, and kissing someone else doesn't seem very fun for me," I reply.

"You have a good point," she laughs and grabs out a tub of ice cream. "I'm surprised you two haven't made up yet."

"Me too, I don't know really, were kinda just had a bad disagreement."

"Ya well make up already, you guys are my otp for life," she laughs and I smile.

"He's just such an asshole but I love him so much I don't know what to do." I start "I mean he wouldn't defend me and he said I control him."

"That's not true and boys will be boys," she replies.

"Ya so what do you wanna do?" I ask

"Let's have a movie weekend, and do absolutely nothing!" She smiles.

So that's what we did, absolutely nothing.