Finding Him // c.d SEQUEL TO COME BACK

Chapter 15

Two days ago was the day Cameron and I fought, and we haven't talked since. I haven't really done anything besides sleep.

The day we fought, I fell asleep and didn't wake up until around 5:30 pm the next day. That was 10 hours ago. It's now 3:30am and I can't sleep at all.

It's one of those times where no matter how hard you try to fall asleep you just can't. I don't know what to do. I'm just sitting up in my bed, staring at the wall. I thought about texting one of the boys but then I didn't want to bother them, same thing with Kenzie. It sucks being the only one awake.

I pull myself out of my bed and grab my phone. I pull the blanket with me and wrap it around my body. I always have the fear of there being a burglar in the house, but there's a zero percent chance of that because whenever you open a door or window, a beep goes off.

I don't really know what I'm doing.

Maybe I can get a movie to watch, or eat some food. No, I'm not hungry.

Ok movie. I walk into the family room and grab a movie, I didn't even look, I just wanted to watch something. My phone vibrates in my hand, causing me to jump and drop it. I pick it up, it wasn't broken, and sit on the couch. I brush my hand through my hair, well wig, as I read the text.

Ryan: why are you awake?

I read the message and quickly reply.

Alex: how'd you know

Ryan: because I saw the downstairs light go on

Alex: how did you know it was me and not Kenz

Ryan: because I know my sister well enough to know she's to scared to get out of her bed at 3:45am

Alex: why were you watching my house?

Ryan: I couldn't sleep and I was just staring out the window

Alex: can you come over?

Ryan: be right there.

A few minutes later the front door opened; Ryan has a key. He came over and sat down. I had the blanket wrapped around me so I looked like a huge mess. I leaned my head on his shoulder, "why are you awake?" He asks.

"I couldn't sleep."

"Ah boy problems," hey says and plays with my hand. "You know Cameron got the role in the movie he was auditioning for?"

"Really?!" I ask, he had been hoping for the part for so long.

"Ya, he couldn't stop smiling."

"How is he?" I ask. I mean I saw him a couple days ago, but I've been a mess.

"He's okay, how are you?"

"I'm fine," I lie.

"You sure, you two were like the cutest couple ever."

"Ya I'm okay." Lies. "When does he start filming?"

"Tomorrow, he's gonna be gone all day, he said he will most likely be back at around 11-12ish at night. He's really excited."

"He's playing a bad boy right?"

"Ya."

"I can't see him- you know- as a bad boy."

"I kinda can, I can see him wearing black and everything," he laughs.

"Has he talked about me?" I ask

"He said he doesn't know if you guys are over or not," he starts, "I mean it obvious he loves you, but he's mad at you too, I don't know why though."

"Well I'm mad at him too, but I don't know, I just can't live without him."

"Ya I think your both just mad at each other, maybe you need a break or something."

"Ya I think that would be best."

SORRY ITS SHORT