What if you regret a lot?
You regret to being depressed
But of course like everyone
You say,
What's done cannot be undone!
Even you know that's an excuse
An excuse to calm yourself!
Some regret even the smallest thing
Some don't care about anything
But some regrets can change anyone
They are deep seated in their heart
Their blunder, their fear.
I belong to the regretful category
People like me overthink, overdo
How can someone like us
Survive a major blow?
Can such regrets exist?
Can we regret being in relationship?
Can we regret friendship?
Can we regret destroying ourselves?
Can we? Of course we can.
These hurt the most.
You question me why?
They are mingled with feelings
Regretting a feeling hurts
Why did I make fake friends?
Was I dumb to be with him?
How can someone destroy themselves?
Why can't I say NO?
This is my biggest regret.
I regret not being able to change
Not being able to learn from my mistakes
Not being able to say NO
Maybe I'd hurt his feelings
To protect mine.
I regret being selfless at times
When I should be selfish.
I forgot my feelings are not just mine
They include my parents' too
People say it's okay to be selfish
I realised that now
But the regret of not saying NO,
Will always be in my heart
To remind me my mistake.
But can I learn to say NO,
Just because I made a mistake?
One thing is for sure,
Regret can change you
Improve you, guide you
Scare you, depress you
Depending on your attitude.
I'm a being with feelings.
Can I keep being positive?
Can I not be depressed over my loss?
But trying won't hurt, will it?
Maybe I'll continue on with life
The future might hold some answers.
YOU ARE READING
Feelings
PoesiaIt just envelopes my feelings. I hope to mostly add poetry but some pages might be different too. Feelings can be good or bad. Every time I have any escalated, I'll add up something in it. So, READ AT YOUR RISK!
