Chaper 5

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I was driving on my way to Hygge Bar. Abruptly my phone rings, it was an unknown number hindi ko na sinagot. When I arrived at the bar at exactly 11pm, Scarlet embrace me.

" Bliss, tara sa loob" tumnago nalang ako. Gusto kong uminom para sana mabawasan ang nararamdaman ko.

This is my life party, drink and dance. It made me perceived to loosen up. Took a break on my unending problems. Sa bawat tao na nakabangga namin ay binibigyan ako nang inomin. I drank every shot they gave me nakakahiya .Umupo kami ni Scarlet sa couch na pinareserved niya. Sinerve naman ang mga inumin namin marami kaming kaibigan ni Scarlet pero kami lang talaga usually ang up sa mga ganito.

"Qel, restroom muna ako ha? " sabi niya at tumango lang ako.

"Hey, beautiful" someone uttered. He sat beside me hinayaan ko nalang.

"Oh ,Hi" I used to flirt but the truth is I'm scared of commitment.Na baka kapag nagmahal ako ay maraming posibleng mangyari. Nakakatakot mag mahal nang walang kasiguraduhan.

He move a little closer to me and tried to catch my gaze. I don't have the guts to flirt right now.

"Umalis ka" at umalis naman siya.

Ang sakit kasi nang nararamdam ko kailan paba matapos ang mga problemang ito. Parang pinipiga ang puso ko naninikip ang dibdib ko. It's about my career or to just let my parent's clouded my mind with their ambitions for me.

"Qel" sabi ni Scarlet. Tapos na ata siyang mag CR. Hindi naman ako hilig mag bukas nang topic pero siya lang ang palaging nandiyan para sakin.

"So ano na plan mo? " she asked.

"I don't know what to do,  Scarlet"

" You really wanna chase your dream , right?" she asked I just nodded.

Umiyak nalang ako sa sakit na nararamdaman and Scarlet stay by my side to comfort me.I drink many shot halos ako na ang naka ubos nang inomin namin. Paghindi na ako nakapag drive ay ihahatid din naman ako ni Scarlet kaya okay lang. I passed out that's all I knew.

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