New Jersey Boys

"I'm sorry." -Kairi

⚠️This chapter can be triggering if you have depression, suicidal thoughts, or have self harmed⚠️

KairiXBoys

Third Person POV:

The boy laid in his bed, a stinging pain on his arm and a blank stare at the ceiling. He had both of his AirPods in, max volume might I add, listening to Lil Peep, Juice WRLD, and XXXTENTACION, wondering if he should visit them to see them live.

I mean he could, he had a bottle of who knows what right there on his nightstand.

Kairi had texted the boys earlier, hoping one of them would respond, but they didn't. I mean it was 2 in the morning so he just assumed they were asleep, little did Kairi know he was so very wrong.

The rest of the boys had gotten Kairi's text. They didn't think much of it at first, that is until they remembered what he said when they left school.

"Bye guys. See you never."

They all began to text each other, all of them agreeing to head to his house, hoping they weren't too late.

They all pulled up around the same time. Immediately going to the front door and unlocking it, seeing as they all had keys to each other's homes.

As soon as they got through the front door, they wasted no time in going upstairs to Kairi's room.

When they opened the door, their hearts broke.

There laid Kairi, numb, blood staining his hoodie sleeve, tear stained cheeks, bloodshot eyes, AirPods in so loud the boys could hear his music, and an unopened bottle of pills on his nightstand along with a razor blade.

"Bubba." Mattia was the first to speak, voice cracking. Kairi didn't move, weather that was from the lack of motivation or the fact that he couldn't hear them, no one knows.

All the boys walked over to his bed, minus Mattia, Alvaro being the first to pull him into a hug.

All of a sudden Kairi was hit with reality. The boys were here. They saw the pill bottle. They saw the blade and probably saw the blood.

All Kairi could do was cry.

"I thought I cried all this out hours ago."

Kairi thought to himself.

"Why bubs?" Alejandro questioned.

"I don't know." Is all Kairi said back, calming down, not wanting the boys to see him cry.

Mattia watched the scene in front of him unfold. Tears streamed down his face as he thought of the boy he loved being gone.

"Mattia?" Kairi's voice cracked when he finally looked up to Mattia in the corner of his room.

Mattia couldn't say anything. He just walked over to the bed, the rest of the boys standing up, and pulled Kairi into the biggest hug he's ever given.

Kairi broke down, repeating the same 2 words over and over again.

"I'm sorry."

Mattia finally being able to speak simply said, "I love you Kai. Never do this to me again. I can't lose you."

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A/N
Hey guys. Probably gonna delete this chapter in the morning because it's shit and I wrote it at like 11 at night when I was in my feelings😗✌️. Lowkey may or may not have written the first paragraph based on myself right now😳👉👈. Anyways. Happy birthday Roshaun even though it's still the 13th for me. I love you all. Probably gonna have another sleepless night but I mean it's whatever. Ummm and I think that's it. Biiii.

~til next time,
Bree Lyn