New Jersey Boys

im sorry

okay so i know i haven't really been active but i also haven't been home much. i was at my guy bestfriends house for like 5 days n then a 4th of july party n then went swimming the next day n just wasn't home much n then saturday i went to my ex bestfriends house cause me n her are friends again n i ended up staying until yesterday n the first night i was there her brother who i've literally known for almost 11 YEARS kept flirting with me n like he told me how he liked me when he was a freshman(9th grade) n i lowkey liked him at the same time😶but he kept wanting to cuddle n was saying that if i wanted to lose my virginity i could n he asked for my phone so i gave it to him n he went on safari n looked up porn n i was just like excuse me sir sit down your sister is literally like 6 feet away from us n then i kept biting n licking his arm because he wouldn't leave me alone but he kept telling me not to n then finally he said to not do it because it'll turn him on n i was just there like👁👄👁but now i can use that against him when he's annoying me in front of our parents so that's a plus. n like he kept laying his head on my ass cause i was in the one position that every girl does n at one point he laid his head in my lap n asked me to play with his hair n then he was trying to make me jealous n he told me he still likes me n thinks i'm cute n straight up said "i don't get why more guys don't like you" which was actually kinda nice because like that made me feel happy idk why tho but like now idk what to do cause he lowkey made things awkward between us n we barely talked to each other the rest of the time i was there n yea. sorry for ranting but i've been working on another chapter but it's like kinda awkward because it's a never have i ever n basically person a wants to change the fact that person b hasn't done something but it might have smut n idk if i'm gonna be able to write that because my writing is trash but i'm trying so yea. it might take me a while to post it because of the fact it has smut. that's all for now. bi bi