Just another teen girl

Goodbyes

Bethany

I think I change into a thousand outfits before I finally decide what to wear. I put on a Scarf Top with High-Waisted Jeans and my Strappy Sandals, trying to look as casual and as comfortable as I can.
When I'm finally ready Mum calls "Asher's here."

"Wow you look really pretty Betsy," says Asher grinning.

"May I remind you we're just friends?" I reprimand with a warning tone.

"Does that mean I can't compliment you?"With a slight chuckle before shutting the car door.

We make a stop at the Disney California Adventure park, it's been so long since I've been here, it seems I forgot how much fun I used to have here.

We have some cotton candies and popcorn before going on a few rides, I kept screaming from the extremely thrilling, suspenseful and exhilarating speed of the roller coaster I think at one point I almost puked.

It looked really beautiful at this time of the night. As we sat there we saw some children gathering round the Disney characters.

I smiled as I remembered how Asher and I used to have so much fun here and wouldn't want to go, dad would literally be looking for us all over the place until security found us.

I turned to him, he seemed lost in thought as well "hey what's on your mind?"

"It's nothing," he says still looking at the park

"You know you can't lie to me right?" Now looking at him. "C'mon talk to me."

"It's just this place really reminds me of us, how I won't want to go home because I'm not ready to say goodbye to you, I used to love it when you would hold my hand as we run trying to avoid being caught."

I didn't know what to say, has he really liked me that long? Even when I wasn't pretty and wore huge glasses. That phase was really bad, it was one of the reasons the middle school was so bad for me.

I remembered one day at school I was crying in an empty classroom and he came to cheer me up, I felt really happy knowing he was there.

We left the park and he was driving me home when he suddenly stopped the car. "What's wrong?" I asked looking puzzled

"Shhh" placing his hand on my neck and pulling me closer as he slowly pressed his lips against mine. Thoughts flood my mind as I was completely blinded by pure lust and desire, it's everything I've ever always wanted.

I don't want it to stop, the warmth of his lips as he pulled me in, claiming my mouth again, hungry and intense, so delicate yet possessive it's like he's saying don't go... Don't leave me...

I can't help thinking about how wrong this is but I allow myself to sink into the feeling.I didn't realize when I put my hands under his shirt, I could feel his heart pounding so fast against his chest, it made mine skip a beat. But it also made my heart heavy knowing I won't be seeing him again.

Asher

I don't know what I was thinking when I stopped the car all I know is that I wanted her so badly, I wanted to feel her, know how she tastes. I felt my heart pounding so hard as I caressed her neck and pulled her in, something inside me lit up as she responded damn I was going crazy it was all too much.
This lasted for hours, days...or at least that's how it felt. I didn't want it to stop but she pulled away and there was an awkward silence.
We arrived at her house, she was about to walk in when I told her "I would really miss you Betsy" before heading back to the car.