The School Bully and The Mafia Heir

Vincent(25)

I lay in bed. I don't know what day it is. Nor do I care.

I heard shuffling outside as the maids cleaned up and refurnished my things again.

The curtains were drawn and it was dark.
I looked to the guy,I forgot his name laying on my bed after we obviously fucked last night. But it was nothing like the sensation with Derek.

He came around and I looked at him through the balcony door from my floor as I see my dad sending him away- yet again.
He lost his musculature,there were bags under his eyes and he'd looked like a wreck.

It has been a full month since what happened with me and Derek.

I had tutors coming to tutor me for this past month at home.

Papa and dad would leave me to myself to which I was grateful for.

I still hasn't decided if I wanted to change schools or something.

There was a knock to the door as the guy on bed stirred a bit but snuggled close to my bedsheets again.
I leaned in and kissed his cheek imagining it was that stubbled cheek I loved kissing as a lone tear slid down my cheek.

I got outve bed and opened the door seeing a maid.

"Master Vincent,there's a man who would like to see you. His name is Derek" I feel my heart pounding in my chest.

"Send him away and don't disturb me anymore" I said in a cold tone before I shut the door.

I leaned against the door clutching my hair in my hands as I hear him yelling for me.

"Vince?! Please!! Let me explain!! Please! Vince! I'm sorry!!" I walked to the bathroom looking at my appearance.

I looked at the cocaine and weed on the counter top.
The empty bottles of alcohol that I've dozed so much trying to numb the ache in my chest.

I prepared a strip of cocaine before I leaned my face down and in a quick inhale, I took in the powdered drug into my nostrils.

I felt myself feeling lighter as I walked into the bathroom.
I turned on the water and got in the tub.

I got the dagger by the window cabinet and slit open my lower arm as I closed my eyes.

I wish I could fall asleep before I fell apart.

Or maybe it was too late.