The Husband's Regret

Chapter 4

M I K A's

Oh my God! Alex has a wife?! Sh*t! I shouldn't have flirt with him. Yes I do s-x with hot boys, but never in a boy with a fvcking wife! Never in my wildest dream.

But.. kissing him was so ecstatic. I almost lost my mind. Fvck! His lips is a paradise, his touch is heaven, and his body is a magic!

When I saw him, I immediately told to myself that I must be with him--all day all night. Blame his so hot and gorgeous body.

"Wife don't leave me."

D-mn! I saw him-- cupping his wife's face. With a tear falling on his cheeks. What a sad scene.

Seconds had passed but then his just there. Hugging his wife.

"Putangina! Papatayin mo ba yang asawa mo?!" I scowled at him.

His eyes became big. And then there he realized it.

He carried her wife. And run as fast as he can. But then his car wasn't there.

"D-mnsh-it! My carr!" He said. Half begging. I pity him.

Good thing there was my car and I gave him my key.

He drove my car so fast. While I stare at his wife. Oh my fvcking goodness! She isn't almost breathing.

"Oh my god Alex! Your wife is dead!" I cried. Im not they're friends but I feel like crying.

After he heard what I have said. He drove my car faster. We are almost flying! Just what the Fvck! My fvcking brandnew car. D-mn!

WE immediately arrived at the hospital. The nurses got her wife and put at Emergency Room.

Sh-t. How I pity Alex. I saw in his eyes that he really love his wife. I can see their tragic ending.

"AAAARRRGGHH! WIFE!"

He keep on shouting his wife's name. While kneeling on the ground and with a tear falling down on his rosy cheeks.

"Alex. Stop."

I stopped him. Many nurses are coming here and making him calm but there's no use. He never keep calmed.

I touch my eyes, I can feel that my eyes watered-- Fvck! I'm crying even tho were not that close. Sh-t.

I saw his wife a while ago. D-mn. I know that she wouldn't survive. She is not breathing for God's sake!

Suddenly, the doctor came out of the room. Alex immediately stood and went to the doctor. I did the same.

"DOC. MY WIFE IS'NT DEAD, RIGHT?"

Tangina. Nakakaiyak 'yung itsura niya. I rarely speak Filipino-- just when I'm freaking serious.

But then, the doctor stay still. Not giving a talk.

"PUTANGINA! BAKIT HINDI KA SUMASAGOT?"

He brushed his hair using his fingers. Parang sinasabunutan niya ang sarili niya.

The doctor was so shocked. He seems so nervous.

"I'm so sorry. But unfortunately she didn't succeed. Your wife is d--"

"FVCK! NO. DIBA BUHAY PA SI CLARE?"

Tumingin siya sakin. With a begging face.

"Mika. Diba buhay pa 'yung asawa ko?"

I didnt answered. Sh-t. I really pity him.

Hindi ko kayang makitang ganito si Alex.

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A L E X' POV

"I'm so sorry. But unfortunately she didn't succeed. Your wife is d--"

Putangina. Patay na si Clare. Patay na si Wifey. Pumasok agad ako sa kwarto kung nasaan siya.

"Wife. Gumising ka naman na jan oh."

Tinatapik tapik ko ang mukha niya. Pero Fvck. Hindi siya gumalaw.

"Wife eto na 'yung abs ko. G-gusto m-mo ba ng kanin?"

Kinuha ko pa 'yung kamay niya at nilagay ko pa sa abs ko. Pero hindi siya gumalaw.

"Wife. Gising ka naman na jan oh." I know. Magigising din si Clare. Magigising pa ang asawa ko.

"Diba sabi mo hindi mo ko iiwan?"

Bakit hindi siya nag sasalita. Buhay pa siya!

"Wife. Sorry naman na diba? Bakit hindi ka nagsasalita?" At hinalikan ko siya. Pero hindi siya tumugon.

Niyugyog ko na siya at lahat lahat, pero hindi pa rin siya gumigising. Eto na ba ang tinatawag nilang karma?

"Wife. I'm sorry for being such a jerk. I will change. Just..."

Fvck I can't even say a word. My tears are like a faucet. Sh-t. I never thought that this will happen. My wife.. one and only.

"Wife. We will build a family right?" I said stuttering. "Diba, gusto mo ng basket ball team na anak?"

Pero hindi siya kumikibo.

"Alex. She's definitely dead."

"No. My wife is not dead. She said we will grow old together. She won't leave me."

I said hugging my wife.

"Alex can't you see? You're wife is lifeless! D-mn you!"

No. Wife. You're not dead. No.

"D'you wanna know what's the reason of her death?"

She keeps on telling that you're dead wife. But you're not right?

"She died because, the care taker of your resthouse told us that your wife has been finding you. For 2 hours! Alex 2 hours!"

And I'm at bar. Making myself happy while my wife suffering. Im so jerk! Puta. Ako pala ang nay kasalanan.

"And. Alam mo naman siguro na may hika yang asawa mo?" Fvck! "When the caretaker of your house saw your wife they said that she was holding to her chest. And gasping for air, but she didn't make it a big deal."

"She don't even know to swim. So when she saw us her asthma strike and swimming isn't her thing. That explains everything."

So all along ako pala yung may kasalanan. Putangina ako ang pumatay sa asawa ko. The only girl that can understand me.

*Flashback*

I was condemned by the people. Every one hates me for I killed my own girl friend... yes you read it right. I killed my girlfriend. Named Shayra.

It's just because I saw him. Having s-x with a stranger. Just what the fvck! And when she went to my condo I kissed her torrid. But she didn't do the same. She's just there not moving.

And there I yelled at her, shout at her face. And accidentally I banged her at the ground. Then I saw blood-- in his head.

Then she died. Every one is balming me. God knows that I didn't mean that. Fvck! I love my girl friend too much.

And one day I tried to kill myself by jumping to the rooftop of a building. I was about to jump when some one pull me.

There I met my wife. She's been my strength when everybody was mad at me.

*End of flashback*

Is this what they call 'karma'? But why life is so cruel? Why did they get my Clare! Fvck!

itutuloy..