The Revenge Game(under heavy editing)

Chapter 7: Emotional Scar(lett)

I stayed home today, I told my dad I was sick and he bought it, he would have to, I look like rubbish. Shane called three times but didn't leave a messege. All I did was lay in bed and drink from my dads liquer stash, since he was at work. I know I'm over-reacting but it's the best I can do besides fall apart, if I went to school what would I tell Shane? He would notice I was pissed and upset, wouldn't he? And anyway I prefer to stay where I can't possibly see THEM kissing, I couldn't handle it.

At 12:30 I walked out of my small room and into the kitchen and raided the fridge, after grabbing a bottle of juice I walked out of our caravan and sat on the step wrapped in a blanket off my bed watching as snowflakes difted to the ground and my breath as I breathed in the cold air. I sat there and closed my eyes and tried to fight away thoughts of the past, thoughts of the darkness and lonelyness and my fear that Shane will abandon me and I will be alone again.

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I walked along the school corridoor with my head low, I had waited until the bell had gone so the corridoor was empty and the sound of my footprints echoed through the hallways. I saw a shadow behind the corner in front of me and I stopped. I  bolted the other way, my dark brown hair flew out behind me and fear crossed my face, I heard footsteps behind me and I was almost at the door.

The next thing I knew I fell to the ground and was pinned down. I pushed my head to the side, I couldn't see who was holding me but I could see James and Bonnie walking towards me, I struggled but they just held on tighter.

"Please let me go.'" My voice came out stragled with pain and I felt a slap across my face. I begun to cry I couldn't hold it in anymore. I watched as Bonnie pulled out a cigeratte and light it with a pink lighter, then she got down next to me and held it to my face.

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"NO!" I screamed holding my face protetively. I removed my hands slowely and I gazed at the snow and I felt the tears drowning my face and I wiped my face on my blanket and took a gulp of my juice. That was then and this is now.

****************************************** Shanes POV

I sat by myself at lunch, Scar didn't show up and she hadn't answered my calls and I felt lonely without her, I didn't know how much I relied on her company until she wasn't here. Cynthia had decided to stay with Jake until she could fiure out a way to destroy him and we hadn't talked about our kiss yesterday, it didn't feel like it used to when sparks flew through me. Now it was as if part of me hated it and the other just tried to get through it.

I picked up phone and pressed redial. But there was still no answer. I dropped my phone on the table. I know it was weird but I had to see her. Even within the time of a day, I missed her.