Chapter -17-

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**AUTHOR'S NOTE: Little things comes out in this chapter ^o^ as song they boys wrote. On to Le story**

The next  week we walked in school hand in hand, again. It was the same thing again; Staring, pointing, laughing, gasps, and  you know the best one… Arianna’s jealousy! The way she looked at me was hilarious. She tried hugging Cole for “Revenge” but Cole said, “Dude move I don’t like you!” That was surprising since, she’s the head cheer leader.

Today in class instead of going outside and playing dodge ball in P.E. we stayed inside  with some kids from French class ,which Louis was in, and the councilor came to talk to us about our future.

“College! College? What do you guy think when the word college comes to mind,” she asked. No one got called on, no one answered, we just sat there as if she was talking to the wall. While talking she passed around a clipboard saying ‘We agree to read our story aloud if we get picked.’ “Okay, so college is where you go to after your high school Senior year. It is our school’s goal to get each and every one of you there! Of course not everyone has the mind, strength and patience to do it. But if you believe you will.” She handed out these papers that we had to fill out and say things of our life. She apparently found mine the most interesting, which is why she made me read it.

“What is your name?”

“Sarah,” I whispered.

“Any middle name or last name?”

This was frustrating because I didn’t like my middle name. I breathed in and finally let it out. “Sarah Danielle James.” She nodded and pointed at my paper, which meant it was time to read.

“My name is Sarah, I’m writing and explaining my life about me. Everything was normal until I turned 8. When I turned 8 my dad left me and my mom, I figured I had nothing or no one, when I was 8 my life went crazy, but when I was 8 I met my best friend; Louis Tomlinson.” Everyone tuned to look at him and he kind of sat straight and started paying more attention. “At first I shunned him. But that boy doesn’t understand what ‘Go Away!’ means. He stayed. That day was  the day I realized not everyone is bad; also that day was the start of a new friendship. My mom started drinking even more. But call me crazy but it made me even more responsible. At age 14 my mom had another baby. Elias, who is now 3 years old. I’ve raised him since day one. And Louis has been with me also. I also recently found that Rose Tyler James, is my twin sister, and that I have a dad. After years I gave up of searching and now he magically appears. Now that I don’t need him he’s here. To this day Rose has moved in with me, my mom has been sober for the past week, and I have a wonderful boyfriend who is and will always be there for me. My life has taught me that in order to get to the good life… you need to pass the ‘Complicated’ part first.” Everyone started clapping and a one or two people were even crying.

The teacher took my paper and the rest of them. After class I was going to chemistry when Louis came up to me and said, “Sarah, that was amazing!”

“It was all truth!” We hugged and I went to chemistry with Rose.

During chemistry we had free time so me and rose started talking.

“Hey guess what?”

“What is it Rose.”

“Louis wrote a song for you!”

“He did!?”

“Yup Liam showed it to me! It’s super sweet!” I couldn’t believe it after all I put him through, he still writes me a song. He’s so cute.

After school, we all , Louis, Rose, Elias, and me; and Liam. We got to our house and I dropped of Elias then went back to Louis’. I walked in and found Louis with some paper in his hand and Liam trying to fix his guitar.

“Come here love I wrote you a song”, said Louis as he motioned me toward him. I sat down on the floor next to him then Liam started playing guitar and Louis sang. “I forgot also Rose! Liam did take part in this so the song is for both of you guys.!”

“Your hand fits in mine Like it's made just for me But bear this in mind It was meant to be And I'm joining up the dots With the freckles on your cheeks And it all makes sense to me I know you've never loved The crinkles by your eyes when you smile You've never loved Your stomach or your thighs The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine But I'll love them endlessly I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth But if I do, It's you, Oh it's you, They add up to I'm in love with you, And all these little things

You can't go to bed, Without a cup of tea, And maybe that's the reason why you talk in your sleep And all those conversations Are the secrets that I keep Though it makes no sense to me I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape You never want to know how much you weigh You still have to squeeze into your jeans But you're perfect to me I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth But if it's true, It's you, It's you, They add up to I'm in love with you, And all these little things

You'll never love yourself Half as much as I love you You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' But I want you to, If I let you know, I'm here for you, Maybe you'll love yourself, Like I love you Oh, And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth, Because it's you, Oh it's you, It's you, They add up to And I'm in love with you, And all these little things, I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, But if it's true, It's you, It's you, They add up to, And I'm in love with you, And all your little things.”

I instantly ran up to Louis and hugged him. “Louis… that was amazing! How did you even write that?”

“I got some help from Liam. But other than that it was me. I love you. Now and forever.”

“Same here babe same here

After that all 4 of us went to eat at McDonalds when I get a call.

“Yes… What…. Is she okay? Yes it’s me, Rose, and Elias. My boyfriend’s at least. Okay we’ll be there. But what exactly hap- Ok… Fine… what, NO!! We’ll ok we are on our way. Thank you.’

“Sarah what happened,” asked Louis.

“My mom…. She just fell in the middle of the park with Elias. She’s in the hospital.” Although I have always said, ‘ I don’t care about my mom’ and shit like that but right now I cried. Because just as she decides to quit drinking, to be a real parent, to support me, to finally show that she loves me…. She goes to the hospital?!? Out of everything this happens.

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