Save The Children

was

i was happy when it ended

excited for the end

no more twisted people

such evil people

gathered all together

all of us together

mocking me with their lives

their beautiful lives

but somehow without them

they're missing, they're gone

everything feels empty

so, so empty

things i'd never missed

the things i hated

are now the things i want most

the things i desire

lunchroom chatter

so much noise

popular kids

except they aren't

long social studies lectures

he was slightly sarcastic

one group of friends

making fun, but they're still home

and also another

leaving me behind, but they're still family

and those who made me realize i'm not alone

maybe i belong, maybe i can be free

they're all gone now

blocked by the screens

we might never go back

april, may, and june

sometimes i want to go back

travel all the way back

and have the silly little problems

all the little things

and be embarrassed and anxious

anything but this

let me out of the void

created by those people

please

.