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Denki POV:
Black. No. dark gray. No. light gray. No. white. Blinding. I can't see. Everything is bright. Is this heaven? No it smells weird. Like cleaning supplies. A hospital. I survived. I feel. I feel cold. My hand. My hand feels. Warm. "De-" I hear something. "Denk-" it's getting louder "Denki" it's mr.Aizawa. He. He's here. I survived? No. I need to try. Try again. I looked at him, then I looked at all the wires and machines. Are these what's keeping Me alive? "Denki it's okey, just listen okey?" Mr.Aizawa said calmly. I looked back at him tears started to form in my eyes. Kill me. Please? "When you" he paused. Is he not suppose to tell me? "Jumped, you broke a lot of bones and injured a bunch of internal organs..." I drowned him out. I fucked up. What's my life going to be like now. Will I be able to try again. Has my 'dad' found out? "...you're going to make a full recovery. Which is good..." I'll be able to try again. Great.Aizawa POV:
I could tell he was drowning me out from time to time. I have to tell him he's on suicide watch and his dad is going to prison for neglect. I should do it when Shinso is here so he will be more calm. "Denki, I need to take your vitals." Nice nurse said. He looked to be out of it. I walked out of the ICU room as nice nurse started to ask denki questions.3erd person POV:
The nurse asked him questions like "do you remember why you tried to commit suicide?" And "did you ever have a history of drug or alcohol abuse?" He didn't answer not even one question. He was lifeless. His one chance at freedom was taken away from him. He wasn't freed.Denki POV:
This nurse is annoying. I'm not answering the stupid questions they probably already know the answer to. I gained enough strength in my fixed arm to pull my hair away from my eye. Recovery girl must have tried to help. I put my hand near the bottom of my nose and pushed the hair away. I felt something off. I felt a tube going into my nose. "It's a feeding tube." The annoying nurse said as she took my hand off my face and placed it near my side. A. A feeding. A feeding tube. Nonononononononononononononononono. No. This can't be happening. No this can't. I don't weigh that little yet. Why is there a tube. "Wh-why" my throat is on fire. I hurts really bad. Why dose it hurt so bad. Ow. "Sh, it's okey don't try to talk I'll explain..." why dose my throat hurt bitch! I looked at her mad and scared. "From what was found in your room and on your phone we have reason to believe you have a eating disorder." Fuck. I've fucked up more. They know. Everything. I'm fucked.
I need to escape this place when I can move. I will try again.A/N: sorry for the short chapter. Hope you love it.
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FanfictieWhat if the lovable person known as denki was putting on a mask for everyone? What if he was really struggling with many things? Read to find out. This story may/will include: - self-harm -suicide -alcohol/drug abuse -abuse - panic attacks and more...