Forty Five

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Nothing, and I mean nothing is working.

I have done everything I possibly could to impress Hayes, but all he does is shrug.

That bitch Hannah stole him away from me. I was the idiot who thought he could wait.

I know it's not the end of the world and that life goes on. I'll eventually get over him, eventually find someone new.

That's the thing though, I don't want someone new. I want Hayes, I was to blind by society and people to notice it. Now there is no filter, no lens, it's just the world. All I want in the world is him.

Heartbreak is pain to the feeling, something that a person goes through when ending a relationship.

I have had heartbreak, I didn't know it but now I do.

All the tears, the changing, everything was to get over him.

Right now I'm on the plane black to New York.

Nash, Cameron, and I will all remain close. Hayes will drift away and meet new people. I will drift away as well, right now I'm just stuck at the dock.

It's been a bumpy ride, but I made it. I've lost a couple people on the way, but I made it.

Life throws things at you. You can dodge them, catch them, or let them hit you and fuck your face up.

I let it fuck my face up a couple times.

Now I'm over it, bruises heal, cuts mend, it all moves on.

The world keeps spinning, people keep going. It doesn't pause just because you want it to. That's not how it works.

So that's my story I guess. Story of heartbreak, love, drama, loss, and change.

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THATS IT! ITS OVER *crying*

DON'T DELETE THIS BOOK YET! THERE WILL BE AN EPILOGUE!

Anyway thank you all so much for reading, I had an awesome time writing for you! I love you all! Stay fierce

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