Lost (Todorokixreader)

chpt 21

When the study session had ended everyone parted ways. Before Todoroki thought of walking you home, which you doubted he'd want to do now after how he had acted, you'd already run of towards your house. You arrived quickly considering the distance but that was only due to how fast you were running.

"I'm home", you called out meekly taking off your shoes

Aizawa sat at the kitchen table a stack of papers around him, he glanced up.

"Hey did the study session help?", he asked but stopped as a sob filled The room,"Why are you crying?"

You raised a hand to your face touching the warm liquid dripping down your cheek. Why were you crying?

"I don't know", you whispered out, you didn't know. You didn't have a reason to be sad. Were you allowed to cry for nothing? You thought for a second, maybe there was a reason to your tears.

He stood up and walked over to you,"Come on spit it out."

You looked up at him,"Does it get easier?"

He scratched the back of his head,"It'd be easier if you told me on what specifically "

"Sacrificing something for someone", you softly whispered ,"and regretting it for no reason."

"It doesn't get easier, you just get accustomed to the pain", he whispered softly,"and it's ok to regret it, what did you sacrifice?"

You only shook your head, to which he gave a sigh. He stroked your head until you calmed down. After asking whether you wanted to eat or not. You went to your bedroom deciding a hot bath would help you. Once in the tub you let your body relax in the hot water. Letting your thoughts race through your mind, Yaoyoruzu would make a good match for him. They were both from good influencial families from what you knew, were top of their classes and had amazing quirks. Meanwhile you were a street rat not belonging anywhere, only joined UA out of pity not for talent. And your quirk was seen as villianess not something a hero would have. Besides he was just a friend who had taken you in out of pity and probably guilt and you were probably looking to deep into it. You shook your head, you had to get a grip on. Finals were soon and you couldn't waste time worrying over things you could easily ignore. You quickly dried up and changed, you did a bit of extra studying on your own time. You would get a good grade, to prove you were good enough to be in UA.

Class the next day was normal, but Yaoyorozu seemed to be extra happy and Todoroki seemed to be out to get you. Shinso and you decided to eat in the cafeteria for once. You'd sat down and chatted about classes. You liked to tell him what you did in the hero course since it was his aim after all.

"Musarame", Deku approached food in hand,"Didn't expect to find you here, and Shinso too?!"

"Hey Deku", you greeted him as Iida walked up behind him followed by Uraraka

"Ah Musarame a great choice of food today isn't it?", Iida asked, and before you knew it You were all sitting together.

Deku started conversation with Shinso who at first seemed cold but slowly seemed to be caught up in whatever topic Deku brought up. You watched silently, had someone in the past told you. You would live this moment you would've probably laughed it off and said "I hope so." You got up catching everyone's attention.

"Sorry guys I want to get some studying in before class starts", you waved as you walked away.

"Alright good luck", they all said as you left.

The hallways were empty, the only sounds were your shoes against the floor. When you got to the class you saw what seemed to be Kaminari, Mina, Sero leaning against the door to the classroom with Bakugou leaning on the opposite side of the hallway.

"Hey", you called out only to be quickly sushed by the group.

"Come here!", Mina whispered pulling you next to her.

"What's going on?", you asked quietly.

"We came to get Seros phone, when we found Yaoyorozu and Todoroki alone", Kaminari explained quickly.

You glanced into the room and sure enough there they were. She sat at her desk while stood next to her. They seemed to be talking, and Every now and then they'd both laugh.

"Todoroki really knows how to score big", Kirishima commented.

"Who cares! Are we done now?!", Bakugou snapped

"Shhh! Your being to loud", Kirishima whispered yelled at him, as he turned back.

You on the other hand was feeling annoyed. You stood up walked over to the door and to the groups surprise you opened it and walked in. The couple turned around in surprise but relaxed when their gaze fell on you.

"Oh hey guys", you said acting surprised as you made your way to your desk pulling out your notes

"Musarame, did you eat already?", Yaoyorozu asked.

"Yeah I decided to get some studying in before lunch finished", you said trying to keep your voice and action neutral.

"I'm sure you'll do fine", you heard Todoroki comment from behind you.

"I was thanking todoroki for his help the other time", she said making you feel sick about the anger you felt.

"Its no problem", he said

"And thank you too Musarame", you knew she wasnt talking about helping set up the tea and cookies

"No problem..", you said barely keeping it together and suddenly the door slammed open making you turn quickly.

Bakugou stormed inside, to your surprise he made his way over to you and grabbed you by your wrist.

"Let's go", he snapped as he stormed out with you behind him.

"W-Wait my stuff!", you exclaimed having dropped your notebook.

He stopped turned went to pick it up and shoved it in your arms,"There now lets go."

He pulled out into the hallway, leaving the others behind as you soon stopped outside the building. You could've put a stop to it if you wanted to but watching him go through that trouble made you think he had something to say.

"What was all that abu-".

"Are you stupid?", he asked as he looked at you.

"What?", you asked narrowing your eyes.

"I asked are you stupid. Cause you looked extremely stupid walking into that room", he said,"especially the part where you acted like a good friend. Gotta say best acting of the year", he sarcastically said.

"I don't know what your talking about", you snapped

"I didn't bother you because Acknowledged you as a strong person, but seeing you get caught up on stupid emotions really ticks me off", he snarled,"So I have a question. Where did the motherfucking strong bitch who came to UA go?"

You stopped, what had happened to you? You glanced down at your shoes, you were changing for the better stopping how you'd been before but now at his words you realized maybe it wasnt so bad being so cold sometimes

"That Bitch is here", you smirked.

A smirk appeared on Bakugous face,"Great cause I'm gonna beat you at the finals."

"You think you have What its got?", you taunted

"Better fucking prepare", he said making a small explosion with his hands.

A laugh came from you,"Thanks Bakugou", you said, you hadn't expected this from him.

"What? Thankful I made you realize how fucking stupid you aren't", you asked smirking

"Yes", you replied catching him off guard.

"Whatever! Stupid extra, let's go back now",  he said walking off back to the class.

You only smiled. upon getting back. You put your notebook away as Yaoyoruzu asked what happened to which you only replied.

"I made a new friend", the bell rang and class started.