Lost (Todorokixreader)

chpt 30

You along with the others girls were heading to bed, Yaoyorozu walking next to you while froppy and Uraraka walked in front.

"Yoayorozu..",you called to her.

"What is it?", she asked smiling

You felt a lump form in your throat you didn't know what you wanted to say but for some reason you felt immense guilt.

"Its nothing",you mumbled as she nodded and turned away.

"No way!",Urarake said catching your attention,"Todoroki really called you by your first name?!"

"Yeah but that was because I called Bakugou by his name",you explained quickly casting nervous glances towards Yaoyorozu

"Really?",Uraraka hummed as she looked up and smiled,"this is a step closer to a...relationship!"

"Really?",Jirou asked

"Yeah totally!!",Mina squealed.

"I think it's nice to have feelings for someone",froppy said as she tilted her head

"Yaoyorozu likes todoroki!""you yelled out as all the girls turned to face a red Yaoyorozu

"Wahhh!!!",mina yelled as she lunged at Yaoyorozu"really?!"

"You guys would be cute",Froppy said

"Yeah especially since they're both rich, smart and have amazing quirks",Uraraka mentioned.

"When were you going to tell us?",Jirou asked raising an eyebrow

"Well I barely realized my feelings..",Yaoyoruzu trailed of obviously embarrassed

"I can already imagine you two dating",mina commented as she entered our room.

You headed to your futon and layed down as the other girls chatted endlessly about yaoyorozu's crush. Panicked had taken over you which lead you to blurting it out, even though it hurt to admit it, it was true she was better suited. You didn't want the others saying you suited him as it would hurt her. You turned on your side closing your eyes.

The next morning was the same as yesterday. This time however you moved on to 40lb weights, they were heavy but Aizawa decided to challenge you by giving two additional 10lb weights besides the 40lb weights to carry. To your surprise you did and had then spinning around you. Aizawa had actually created and obstical course with help of Kirishima in which you could move the weights. That proved difficult as every second the weights would hit a tree since its weight when turning a corner would cause it to be pulled more. And as for your pain deception you had better control but you still struggled on five people. This time you had better control on how much pain you could give but it was a struggle mainting it like that for a solid 30 minutes.

"Good work",kirishima grinned as he went off to continue his hardening training.

But you, you ran behind a few tree's where you fell to your knees. Coughing uncontrollably, the strain on your pain deception was taking a toll on you. It felt like you insides were being stabbed. Like you'd told Deku it was a double edged sword. When you glanced down to the your hand it had blood smeared on it, you furiously wiped it clean and your mouth. You hadn't said anything as you knew you'd be sent home and you didn't plan on telling anyone any time soon. You weren't aware if Aizawa new of your condition but your best guess was that he didn't since he was still allowing you to train.

You stood up grimacing, and continued with your telekenesis. At one point you trained with Kirishima you'd throw heavy boulders to help you and he'd use this chance to work on making his hardening more effective and stronger. You'd move them in patterns and sharp turns in means of better movement and control. You weren't worried on hurting him since his quirk did protect him from it all. A tap on your shoulder made you falter sending the boulders far from kirishima.