Secrets and Advantages

Long Way.. (Part 3)

I sighed heavily as I stared out the window, of course damn traffic had to come as we were trying to get to the hospital. All I could think about was how this whole damn thing was my fault, the reason why me and the boys fought, the reason why Marcella was broken hearted, the reason Luke has had to slapped me in the face a few times, the reason Ashton was in jail, and the reason why Marcella is in the hospital right now. Everything was my fault. I just had to go and fuck everything up. I missed her and I wish she was beside me to tell me everything was going to be alright.
*BEEP*
I got drug out of my thoughts by Calum slamming his hand on the horn "THE LIGHT'S GREEN ASSHOLE!! WHAT SHADE OF GREEN DO YOU WANT?!" He yelled out of the window, the person in front of us put his head out of the window "THE SHADE THAT TELLS YOU THAT I'M ON THE PHONE SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!" The guy yelled "JUST GO ALREADY!" I yelled then heard sirens, it was a cop. Oh my goodness. The guy sped off and the cop chased after him, thank God. Calum started driving down the road and I put my head back on the window, sighing.
We were at the hospital in at least five minutes and we rushed in. Luke looked at me when he saw us "why are you here?" He asked "I told you not to come here" he clenched his jaw "look Luke, I'm sorry but I don't take orders from you. I want to be here so I am. I'm going to be here until and when she wakes up wether you or anyone like it or not" I simply stated to him "when did you start caring?" "I've always cared, you just haven't seen that side of me in a while.. Luke, I'm not who I was anymore, I can tell you that now, and I won't be myself unless I have her. Just let me be here and I promise you won't regret it" I almost spilled everything to him right then and there. "Fine, but I swear Michael, if yo-" "I know, I know" I sighed.
We sat down in the waiting room for hours and hours, eventually Luke left, then Calum. I stayed though, then Ashton came down the hall and sat beside me and sighed. "Mike, I knew you weren't going to stay at the house, I know you better than that. Now, I'm not expecting you to go home either so I might as well save that fight but, what I do expect is that when you get enough courage to go in there and sit beside her bed, that you never break her heart again. Or else you're gonna be the one who ends up in the hospital" he chuckled and I smiled a little "I know Ashton, thanks" I looked out of the window. That was all we said for another five hours.
It was almost five-thirty in the morning when Ashton got up out of his seat. "Alright, I'm leaving, I'm counting on you to keep me updated if anything happens, alright?" "Alright Ash" he nodded at me then left.