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summery~you go on tour with the boys. you and jack flirt all the time its been pretty obvious to everyone else that you guys had feelings for each other. at one of the shows your ex boyfriend is at the meet and greet. which causes some protective feelings from jack until you reassure him everything's okay. jacks jealous feelings make him realize what he has and he takes a bit chance
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goodluck y/n the boys say as i head up on stage to open for them

i sing my song "best drug" which is a very special song close to my heart because it is not only about when i had my first heart break, but the boys helped you touch it up.

i go off stage hugging each of the boys before they go on. jack held on a little tighter though knowing how much that song ment to me and wanting to make sure i was alright.

im okay j go see your fans i say smiling at him im awe of how wonderful this boy was

he rubbed my back and then he was up one stage

i just watched from the side in awe of all of these boys. they all had dreams and then just chased them and now they were helping me live out mine

they close up with their last song "what am i" which was my personal favorite especially jacks part

when he sings faAaAlling he turns right to me looking in my eyes and he smiles when he sees me blush.

they come off stage and i praise them all like i usually do

that last song felt different for some reason zach says and they all agree

yeah jack when you said faaAALling i say plugging on of my ears pretending to be a director it was so great i say laughing and all the other boys join it

we walk to the meet and greet and usually by this time me and jack are holding hands or his arms around me but this time he doesnt just for the sake if his fans

i dont sit there and meet fans with then considering this is there tour but i stand behind the camera man with some other managers and sometimes fans say hi but its rare which i understand they should use their time for the boys

im sitting on my phone laughing at the boys and jack making funny faces at me when a fan isnt looking i look back down and i hear a voice i remembered

hey jonah goes for a hug but james politely just goes for a fist bump

they take an awkward photo and thats just when i speak up

james?! i say and they all look at me

there you are he says like he was lost but was just found

what are you doing here? i say not necessarily mad because we ended mutually but just confused. 

i told the guys i had an james and i have told jack a little more about why we ended but i didnt know at this point if they put two and two together to realize who he was but by jacks face i could tell he knew exactly what was happening.

how have you been i say hugging him back as he comes up to me

ive been good he says taking in my scent of my hair

why are you here i didnt know you listened to the boys i say pulling him aside because the boys had to move on to other fans. jack still keeping an eye on me .

well we ended on okay terms and i promised when you made it big i would watch you preform and i know it isnt your tour but i was in town and i like to think i keep my promises he says

oh thats actually really sweet i say smiling at him and i know the boys will appreciate you coming out and stuff i say

haha yeah are you sure? curly over there doesnt look too happy to see me james says chuckling

i just blush and look over at curly headed boy who makes me so happy

something going on with you guys? james says

well i kinda you know like him but i dont know if any will happen i say

you never know y/n and by the way he's eyeballing me right now for talking to you i can tell the feelings mutual james says giving me one last hug as he nods to the boys and leaves.

the meet and greet ends and me and the boys head to the bus

so y/n who was that guy? daniel says speaking for everyone

oh he was um my ex james i say laughing lightly

oh glad he's a fan of us jack says

whatd he say to you? corbyn says

oh its silly but we ended on a mutual term so there was no hard feelings

so then tell us what you talked about jack says looking at you

oh ha its kinda funny he just... when we started dating i always dreamed of doing shows like this but i never believed in myself, sooo he promised that when i finally made it he would come see me i say softly smiling at the thought of how genuine his actions were

so he kept his promise jonah says understanding it

i just nod looking at jack trying to read his face

so what are you going to date now jack says not looking up from his phone

wha- no jack i say sitting down next to him placing my hand on his

him and i have some history but its theres nothing really to tell we tried to date but we just realized we were better as friends i say trying to reassure him.

well he sounds like an okay guy corbyn says

yeah that was cool of him to come out for you zach says

i guess jack says

can i talk to y/n alone for a min boys jack says

are you okay? i say as he puts his phone down

no im not he says

w-wha jack it wasnt anything to worry about i say getting sad

i know it isnt that

then what?

you are the best girl person i think i have ever met he says looking into my eyes

awe j

im not done, i have liked you for so long and i know you know and i know you feel the same and im so sorry if i- if it ever felt like i just forgot that conversation we had and it didnt mean anything because y/n i swear it did but just tour and everything i cant take you on a proper first date and you are so special you deserve a good first date not just some fast food when our bus is stationed for an hour and i just want you to know im not forgetting you im not pushing us away jack says playing with his rings getting more and more nervous

i just smile and force his chin up to look at me and i place a kiss on my lips.

he was shocked at first but then pulled me in for another longer kiss.