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summery~ you dont have any family since your parents put you on the side of a road when you where three days old and you where in foster care until you where 18 and they had to let you go. and when jack doesn't stop complaining about his it ends in some tears but it all works out.
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the boys and i where all in the living room just hanging out when jack has to leave the room because his mom calls. the boys and i get a little worried when we hear jack start to raise his voice and ends up screaming into the phone. but then it stops and he comes back looking pissed as fuck

babe whats wrong? i say pulling his hand as he is pulled down onto my body as i wrap my limbs around him

nothing my moms just such a bitch about everything sometimes i actually hate her

hey chill jonah says

i'm sorry its just she is on my ass about going to see them next weekend but i really just don't want to

why? you love your family zach says

not right now i don't. my mom screams at me on the phone and then my dumbass stepdad joins in and then ava texts me telling me to say sorry to them and one of them isn't even actually my dad. then my actual dad texts me saying how upset my mom is and then my bitchy step mom puts her two sense in like what the hell?! they wonder why i don't want to visit jack vents to us

they just miss you jack i say trying not to get annoyed at him

no they fucking don't i actually hate my family he says

okay well i don't know what you want us to say i tell him pushing him off my lap

what? he says confused at my actions

am i supposed to feel sorry for you? i say

why are you being rude right now? jack asks getting annoyed while the boys keep their mouth shut not wanting to upset either one of us

i'm not trying to be jack i say trying to just let go of the situation

well you are he says

i just think that you complaining about your family wanting you to go see them is bull shit i say getting heated not caring about who was watching us

they are so annoying begging me to see them all the time i dont have that kind of time of course holidays i understand but ridding my ass every weekend to go see them it pisses me off y/n i don't know why it bothers you so much he says not putting two in two together

YOU HAVE A FAMILY JACK i yell but calm down throughout my sentace

you have fucking four parents who care about you !!! i don't even know my parents i don't get the chance to go back to see a family for holidays OR EVER i have been alone my entire life and you have the nerve to feel sorry for yourself?!! i say loudly but not fully screaming

jack just stays quiet at first taking in everything i said

i-i think she's right on this one j, we love you and your family does too. they just miss you daniel says

you are very blessed jack... we all are and sometimes we take things as simple as a family for granted, but we forget that some people, like y/n, don't get as lucky as we did...as we are jonah says like a wise owl

y/n i- babe i am so sorry i was not in any way trying to make you feel bad at all i am so sorry i really am he says grabbing my hands and pulling me closer to him

it's okay i say giving a weak smile

no it isnt i need to grow the hell up and take care of my words or else i will keep hurting the ones i love he says pulling me into a hug

i start crying into the hug which i have never infront of the boys before and they where a little shocked as well

baby please don't be sad jack says

s-sorry i say

no no no dont be, do you wanna talk? jack asks

i dont know i just i usually don't get so upset about this family stuff i mean it's not like a lost anyone i've never had a family i say trying to laugh it off

i know you dont talk about this a lot but i mean it isnt weird to be sad about this all. you must feel so a lone sometimes zach says

yeah haha i guess i do i say wiping away tears

sometimes i do wonder what it would be like if life didn't hand me such shitty cards i say

we love you is all daniel says in a soft voice as the other boys nod in agreement

i hope their will come a day when you fall in love with being alive jack says softly to me which makes me tear up even more

i love you so fucking much... i love you all

cheers to that they all say raising up their beers or drinks in the air

cheers to family i say... the ones we're born into and to the ones you make

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guys im so sorry for my recent stories. i have been writing at 2-3am and then i dont feel like finishing the story so i just publish is and go to bed haha hope this one was better

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