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summery~ logan is throwing himself into work a lot lately and it is making you needy (not smut)

decided to throw a logan paul one in here lmao
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it's 11 p.m. and i'm alone in this giant ass bed once again. the smell of logan's cologne lingering in the bed. recently i have been falling asleep around 11:30-12 alone, and then around 1-2 logan climbs into bed waking me up slightly as he cuddles my half sleeping body as he falls asleep. but tonight i wanted to stay awake to have some time with my boyfriend. i think some of the most intimate conversations happen in bed. i had some time to spare though and i was getting tired of watching tik toks.

i decided to take a long ass shower. all i need is some good music and i can stay in their for hours. especially in logans huge marble and glass shower. of course it was better when logan was joining me, but maybe another night.

it's like 25 mintues into my shower and my music stops blasting through the speakers and ringing replaces it

hey i say accepting the face-time call from logan

bebe i need you to turn down your music he says clearly not having it

oh fuck sorry i say blushing embarrassed i thought this house was big enough that where him and his crew was they wouldn't hear it

ok i'll be up soon, well not really he says

okay bye babe i respond hanging up immediately a little annoyed he was being so blunt and rude but i didn't want to return that

i did as logan asked because i honestly understood. it was also late and realized i could have been disturbing other people in the house

out of the shower now and all i wore was one of logans long sleeves shirts and my underwear. it's honestly what i always wear to bed, at logans house or not. i wear DD cup boobs so i will go until the very end until i have to take off my bra. i washed my face with the little travel stuff i kept at his house.

i plop onto logans bed again snuggling into the comforter and many pillows. checking the time it read 12:53 and honestly that gave me a lot of excitement. logan and i have only been dating for four months and everytime i see him i get those first date butter flies. usually for me that wears off almost immediately but with logan it was different. he made me nervous in a good way though. oh my god in such a good way. i think he is just such an impressive person it makes me want to be the best version of myself around him.

as my mind races with 1000 thoughts of these past four months with logan the dark room i was in gets slightly brighter as the giant door creeks open.

hey baby logan whispers as he kicks off his slides and  strips down from the hoodie and shorts that was once on his body. he slides under the covers and i feel his almost completely naked body against me as he wraps me up in his big 6'2 body. logan was a whole different person when he wasn't working. maybe it was just when he was with me or someone he was dating. but he is so soft for someone he loves.

heyy i say getting excited as i pull his head down closer to me wrapping my arms around his body as much as i could leaning up into a kiss. the kiss was deep and passionate which were my favorite ones and i could feel logan smirk into the kiss.

you're excited, why you awake? he asks as we pull away playing with some of my baby hairs on my forehead

i wanted to wait for you tonight, i miss falling asleep together i smile as i lean into his touch

i know i'm sorry we just had to catch up with filming since we took that break for fourth of july but after this week the work load should go back to normal i think he says sighing and i could tell he felt bad. not about his career and wanting to work because if you know logan he will never say sorry for doing what he loves nor should he have to. we both understood each other so well and i knew he was saying sorry for not spending as much time with me as he wished he could, and i accepted that.

i smile at his big droopy eyes and the crinkles the formed by his mouth when he said anything. i leaned in placing a kiss on either side of his mouth where the wrinkles formed.

i love your face i say smiling like a child

all he did was laugh and blush which surprised me because logan was very whitty

is the logan paul blushing i laugh

no no stop that was i- it was just a cute thing to say he smiles sheepishly

we get into out cuddling position which usually was spooning but tonight we laid on our backs my head on his chest our hands intertwined

i'm ganna make more time for you y/n... i really really am because i love this like being with you holding you makes me so fucking happy he says and i hear his heart beat up as i trace circles in his bare chest with one of my fingers as both our hands laid on his stomach still interlocked

sometimes i get worried i'm falling harder for you than you are for me i blurt out

i know... i hate that you think that but... i think recently especially i've stopped myself from falling once i realize how hard i am falling. maybe as a form of self defense maybe not but i don't need to protect my heart from you, and i know that. i'm really trying here i promise logan says

i know i believe you i kiss him one last time before we turn into a spooning position logans arm that usually rests on my lower hip or butt is now wrapped around me fully which i actually enjoyed

i was so close to completely passing out but i heard logans soft voice by my ear

i think i'm falling in love with you he says and after that he didn't say anything. i think he thought i was asleep and thats why he said it... not wanting a response. i agree though

i'm falling inlove with him too