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summery~ you are a you tuber who was quit popular. when jefree star comes after you for mentioning his name once. he has turned the whole world against you. well everyone but the many youtubers who know the real him. you are only 18, a teenager and the hate gets unbearable. you and some of the closest people in your life decide it is time for you to take a break. you're boyfriend jack stands behind you the whole time as he watches your dream simply become too hard to live.

jack is 21 in this story so almost 22
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hello i say as i turn on my camera and sit back in my bed hair in a messy bun, one of jacks hoodies on with the hood up and my glasses on to attempt to hid the redness and puffiness of my eyes from crying in jacks arms for countless nights.

so i have no clue what this fucking video is or ganna be but i just have to film this and not push it off. i say sighing playing with jacks hoodie strings

if you live under a rock i'll sum up this shitty situation with little words so i don't piss myself off

i was walking out of... god i have to clue but that one guy from that one youtube channel who follows everyone around comes up to me jack. just asking me a bunch of questions which caught me off gaurd usually things like that are more for jack. he asked me a bunch of questions and i had never met this guy so i decided to just talk to him not be rude whatever. he asked about jefree star since he was in some shit at that point. all i said was people have told me not to fuck with him. thats it and the video is still up so go watch it those are my exact words.

jeffree got pissed and started tweeting at me just completely tearing me my fans and my content down. me not being a child didn't answer back.

and obviously him tweeting at me to the public my friends text me asking me what the fuck i did and all i said to any questions was i don't know it is probably a rumor

then one of those "friends" tells him i was talking so much shit on him and that pisses him off even more. i thought like any other drama scandel things that this would go the fuck away.

boy was i wrong. he tweets me everyday calling me ugly, fat, a hoe, stupid fucking bitch, talentless. anything you would call like anyone you hated he has called me. and the tweets and comments are still up. it was bearable when it was just me... well it wasn't but when it actually made me mad not just upset and sad was when he brought jack into everything. saying how he was this fucking Predator for dating me when i was 17 which by the way isn't illegal unless we had sex and in the state of california its 14 and under to 19 and older when it would be considered statutory rape. if you don't get what i'm saying basically if there is a legal adult age difference but it is in between 5 years ,ME AND JACK 18 and 21 is only 3 years, IT IS NOT ILLEGAL i say clapping my hands. now this law is varies depending on the state but for california where we are it is not illegal.

anyways bringing jack into it pissed me off because he did nothing and if you know me i'm so protective over the people i love. seeing uneducated people begin to call jack these awful names and starting a jack averys over party broke my heart so i'm shutting that down right now jeffree is obviously just trying to get to me because he knows what he said was not correct. because him and nate are four hears apart nate being 17 when they started dating making jeffree 20-21 and i'm guessing they looked at the california state laws of age of consent.

i'm losing fans people are saying im homophobic and a bunch of other awful things and not to be a little bitch but this whole thing feels like it has just shattered my brain.

i'm not ganna upload anymore. no more videos. i don't know for how long and yeah its a good chance it could be forever because i started this channel as a fun way to be myself when highschool told me i couldn't. but now i'm not having fun. not in online and not in my real life.

a sudden wave of silence hits me as all these emotions particularly anger and sadness hits. i feel my eyes burn and i just put my head in my hands trying to calm down

jack standing up from behind camera and coming to me pulling the hood off my head so he can place a kiss on it holding me for a short amount if time before going behind the camera again.

i love you all who have stuck up for me during this or stuck with me. i really think this is a much needed break i can focus on school and my friends and jack i say smiling to myself as i see him smile behind camera.

bye guys. i say before ending the video

jack and i cuddle in bed as i upload the uncut raw video. we watch it as the views pile in causing me to drift off into a well needed sleep in jacks arms

Y/N daniel says as he runs through jacks bedroom door sitting on us to get us to wake up

w- whag daniel i say annoyed

people are coming to your side. finally speaking up for you and against jeffree.

       ~twitter~

i HATE online drama you all know this. but i hate seeing innocent people being accused of false things. this girl did nothing wrong, i saw the clip she was just saying what she had heard which i am almost positive she was not lying because i have heard the same shit. and my boy jack avery is a GREAT fucking dude and his girl y/n is still so young. jeffree... lay off.
                  - from @loganpaul

i have met y/n once and she is more of a genuine honest person than jeffree ever was in the 18 times i was around him. #cancelcancelculture

                -from @jamescharles

i don't know jeffree personally but i do know who y/n is. a great fucking girl with a pure heart. no one ever deserves hate and i will never not preach what i believe❤️
               -from @graysondolan

heart of gold this one *picture of y/n*
               -from @ethandolan

#cancelcancelculture ❤️❤️
               - from @corbynbesson

so much love out to you y/n
                -from @emmachamberlin

❤️❤️ *clip from your video*
                -from @zachherron

-2 months later-

y/n and i are as happy as ever. can't believe this girl is fucking real. so proud of everything she fought through and i am so greatful to be the one to hold her when the world is on her shoulders
               -from @jackavery