29.AM I READY?!

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Voices In My Head
~Ashley Tisdale

I got these feelings,
I try to bury down.
But they keep screamin'.
& I'm just tryin' to filter out somehow.
But they don't wanna leave.

No you don't need it.
All the jealousy and ugly feelings,
Left from my history .
I try so hard ,
But they get the best of me.

And you got every reason
to walk out the door,
But you rather be next to me .

All the voices in my head,
Always try to break me,
Fuck me up and change me.
But talk is cheap .
This is the last time,
I listen to the voices in my head!
I know they never stop talking,
Always sabotaging.
But talk is cheap
This is the last time,
I listen to the voices in my head!

And when we're fighting,
They get in the way.
And start a fire,
But you never let us burn away.
You've got me figured out .

They say that I'll never be ready
for love .
They say that I never will feel
like enough.
Yeah, they lie to me.
And they lie to you.
But you know the truth  !

-♡-

CHAPTER 29 :  AM I READY?!

"Look I don't know what your problem is but you need to get your shit together ! Because you are not only playing with my emotions here but also Royal's !"

Mom fudging warned me about the same!

"At that time, Royal confessed to me that he was still not over 'you' and
I understood. I f**king understood!"

Violet's words are still ringing in my ears and I can't seem to shake them!

" I like him , loud and clear so if you don't then don't keep him waiting for f**k's sake !"

Am I ready to break down these spiky walls for my best friend ???

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" Lemme clean you up " , I groaned

This little guy can't stay still !

" Hehehe "

"Royce??"

I was washing his legs because he ended up peeing in his pants and
he was just chuckling for god knows what reason .

Then I faced whatever that was cooking in his notorious mind !
It turns out,  he shifted the direction of hand shower towards me and
I  ended up getting drenched !

" Royce Jezzy Winston!"

"Izzy!"

Was it just me or you heard it too??

" Rozy only your 'dad da' calls me
that " , I said while turning the shower off .

"Momma"

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