Mind is a prison
~Alec Benjamin
I don't live in California, .
I'll inform you,
that's not where I reside.
I'm just a tenant,
paying rent inside this body .
And I got two windows
and those windows,
well I'll call them my eyes.
I'm just going where the wind blows,
I don't get to decide.
Sometimes I think too much,
yeah, I get so caught up.
I'm always stuck in my head.
I wish I could escape.
I tried to yesterday.
Took all the sheets off my bed.
Then I tied up my linen
with five strips of ribbon I found.
Scaled the side of the building.
I ran to the hills 'til they found me.
And they put me back in my cell.
All by myself,
alone with my thoughts again.
I guess my mind is a prison
and I'm never gonna get out.
So they tranquilized me, analyzed me, threw me back in my cage.
Then they tied me to an IV,
told me I was insane.
I'm a prisoner,
a visitor inside of my brain.
And no matter what I do,
they try to keep me in chains.
Said even if it's true,
no matter what I do.
I'm never gonna escape.
I won't give up on hope !
Secure another rope.
And try for another day!
-♡-
CHAPTER 32 : BEREFT OF SPEECH...
Next week ,
"Sweetheart , are you ready ?" ,
Mom asked and entered the room .
"I'm going to take this dress off too !"
"Why ? You look gorgeous!"
"If by gorgeous , you mean fat , I do "
"It's natural to turn curvy post pregnancy "
"I miss my old body"
"Sweetie , you look beautiful anyhow . And if you are feeling conscious about your weight , start working out or resume dancing "
"Do I look like I have a choice ??", I groaned
"Now what I think is that you are all set for now . Roy will be here any minute so you should get going "
"Yeah . Where's Royce ?"
"With your dad"
"Okayyy"
"Bella is there something eating you?"
Why am I an open book ?!
"Ha?"
"Is there something you want to talk about ?"
"Yes"
"What it is sweetie?"
"I got over that 'I am not ready' shit " , I said while making air quotes .
"No bella ! You don't have to call your feelings shit . What you felt was fine and I'm so glad that you overcame it "
"I did . I mean , Royal made me do it intentionally or unintentionally "
"You still love him , don't you ?"
"Always"
"Oh my baby " , she expressed and embraced me .
I told her half the truth and hid something very important for now .
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