She was shining. I don't even remember when was the last time I saw that smile on her face. I made her smile like that, but he did too. Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I took a step way before him. I don't think she'd have been this happy, even though she used to be the happiest with me and everyone knew that.
Funny how I thought Jeno was my only competitor, turns out he wasn't causing any trouble.
But She's happy. I know she's and I can't change that. I don't want anything more than her happiness so why is it affecting me so much that she's with him. Wasn't I okay with Minho and Jeno? Why can't I be okay now? I know that I'm happy for her, but it still hurts so much now.
Maybe because I know that they're an endgame now.
I need to move on, maybe one day I'll be as happy as them. Maybe one day I'll realise that she wasn't the one for me, even though I wanted nothing more than her to be the one for me and for me to be the one for her.
I know I'm happy for them, I know that she's happy and that he's more than happy too. I have to move on. I have to focus on myself, and maybe, just maybe one day I'll get over her.
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9th member; of Stray Kids
Fanfictionface claim; @hwa.min on Instagram started;1/8/2019 ended;27/8/2020 SECOND BOOK IS ALREADY UP^^
